My Short Stories

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I had the chance to talk and be with the most beautiful girl ever.

she put my world back together when many have shattered it.

I've been told you don't need anyone to make you happy. they're wrong. I did need someone to make me happy and she was the one to do it. love, hope, security, protection, assurance, positivity, comfort, meaning, reason, were all the things she gave me that no one else ever has. I adore her so much and if she ever cried I'd be damn sure to be there and hold her tight. I would wipe her tears away. I love her. I love her. I loved her. she was my happiness. she was my reason to smile again. I can't help but melt when she spoke to me in such a beautiful voice that she thinks is hideous. her laugh so sweet and smooth that she thinks is unbearable makes me melt. her smile so cute and playful gives me butterflies. admittedly I cried when she told me "my cheeks hurt" and I asked "why?!" and she'd tell me in a shy and playful way "because you're making me smile too much!". it made me cry because I never thought I'd ever make anyone feel that way.

her personality and attitude are what made me fall for her. she knows I'll protect her and love her.

she made me beyond happy.

she showed me what love was.

she made me feel good about myself when I was down.

she told me "where have you been all my life!?!!"

"I was going to say the same thing," I said.

she told me I made her feel beautiful and special. well, how could I not make her feel that way? she is beautiful and special to me.

she made me feel special.

all of her relationships ended with her being cheated on.

she didn't believe me at first when I said: "they're stupid for cheating on you, you're too good, I'd never cheat on an amazing girl like you!"

and she told me "are you serious? you're not playing with my emotions?"

"I'm not one to lead anyone on, "I told her.

I said "I mean what I say and I think you are unique in every way to be cheated on"

"stop! you're making me smile so much!" she said.

and that when she said it.......she was the first to say "I love you".

I was completely shocked.

I was shocked because she admitted she wasn't the type to say I love you first, but yet she said it. I was the first to always say I love you which is why I was completely caught off guard.

she said things to me that I never thought I'd ever hear from anyone. she gave me so much that I was looking for.

"no guy has ever made me feel the way you made me feel....you make me feel beautiful, you make me feel like a princess....and you're my prince," she said while I almost tear up just hearing her say that.

she has depression like me.

I understood how she felt.

told her "I'm here for you, darling. you can tell me anything"

I loved her so much that it was hard for me to describe what she meant to me.

unfortunately down the road, I don't know what I did this time to fuck it up.......... I'm so hurt, so hurt that I almost end up ending my own life. she made up a lie to get rid of me. she denies her lie, but I figured it out. to think that I finally woke up from a lonely, hate-filled, suicidal, scary nightmare only to wake up in another.

from broken too now shattered.

I am beyond hurt.

I wanted to marry this girl.

she wanted to marry me.

I don't know what I did.

I know it was my fault whatever it is.

I lost the best thing to ever happen to me.

she fixed everything.

all I want to do is permanently sleep so it won't happen again.

I love you.

love you sweet, it's what I'll do.