New Beginnings {sequel to: The demon in me (shawmila) }

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Day 4

•Camila•

"We are going SLEDDING!" Taylor screamed and everyone cheered.

"Ok everyone. Change into warm sweaters and scarves and gloves and hats and all hat cuz it's freezing outsides. And because we're going to have to hike up a mountain to go to the sledding/ice skating area wear hiking shoes." Taylor advised everyone and everyone nodded before going to their respective rooms to change.

After last night Ariana and I talked about the "kiss". I told her to give Justin some space and then talk to him later and #embraceherfeelings. She laughed at that. And well, me about Shawn. It's just another kiss. We're not some high schoolers who have a crush on each other. Anyways, after Ariana and I came out of our room we joined everyone for dinner. I felt stares from Shawn throughly the night but didn't pay much attention to them.

"Let's go people!" Taylor said once everyone was ready and all 20 of us made our way out the door.

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"Eeeeeeee!!" Ariana squealed as we sled down the slope.

"Ow my ear!" I said as we go off of the sledding board.

"Sorry.." she laughed.

"Uh Ariana.." we heard a voice speak and turned our heads towards it.

"Justin.." Ariana said blushing. I giggled at her reaction.

"Can I uh talk to you for a second?" He asked her.

"Sure.." She said and left with him. I guess I'm alone now. Wait no I see Taylor..: and she's with Shawn. Oh fuck it! I Made my way to Taylor.

"Hey Tay!" I chirped

"Oh hey Camz, have fun?" She asked me

"Ya but the amount of times Ariana has screamed near my ear has me going deaf." I groaned and she laughed.

"Wanna go ice skating?" I asked her completely disregarding Shawn who was standing just two steps away.

"I'm trying to hide from Ed. I threw a huge snowball at him while he was ice skating and he fell and I'm afraid he might do that to me too." She said looking around.

"Why don't you go with Ariana?" Taylor asked me.

"She's uh...talking to Justin.." I said.

"They sorta kissed last night.." I said and Taylor gasped.

"WHAT?!" We heard someone scream and turned around to see Selena.

"I'll be going now bye." I smirked and left.

I bought some skates from the little shop near the ice skating rink and put them on.

"Woah.." I mumbled to myself as I took my first few steps onto the rink. I knew how to ice skate but it had been a long time since I had done that so I had to get used to it. Not a few moments later someone caught up to me.

"Hey." Shawn said skating beside me.

"Hi.." I said and sped up my pace to get away from him. He followed.

"Listen. Can we please talk?" Shawn asked me.

"No." I spoke and tried to get away from him once more but he still followed me.

"Camila we have to talk about what happened 4 years ago like adults and not run away from t like children!" He said. I sighed.

"Ok fine. Go on." I said and he grinned.

"Let's go over to there.." he said pointing to this area in the rink with some bushes on the side. We both skated to that side.

"Go on." I said once again once we were at the bushes.

"Camila. You know I love you-" he started. I snorted, cuffing him off.

"Nice One! Go on.." i laughed. He sighed.

"Look Camila I'm not joking or lying. I really love y-" he started but I cut him of looking down and shaking my head.

"You don't Shawn. You never did." I said, my head still low, my voice hoarse because of the lump in my throat. I turned around and started walking away when Shawn stopped me by holding my elbow.

"Camila let me expl-" he started but I shook my head again. I lifted my head up to look at him. My watery eyes coming to his view.

"Shawn, just admit you never loved me , so all the pain you caused me makes sense.." I whispered hoarsely before leaving the rink.

This time, he didn't stop me.

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