I Danced with MissPinx

Author's Chapter

"Forever does exist but not if you give up on the things that you want, forever exist because you fought long and hard for it. Forever doesnt come easily, it takes dedication, and will power to fight and hold on." -unknown

Well that quote certainly touched me, to tell you the truth today I really dont feel like writing this story anymore not because I dont want to write but because that will only bring me more sadness on recalling out memories. Im sorry, I have to let my feelings out in order for me to write, its just that its so hard for me to forget and let go,which i can never do. I dont really dont know what was the reason on why she said those words of hope and love because she never really told me but even though i kept on clinging to our dead relationship trying to bring it back to life filling it with new hope that she gave but in the end it just crumbled and fell.She meant the world to me, I know it may sound cheesy or corny but I really dont care, because thats what im exactly feeling right now. Yeah I'm still practically hoping for a miracle to happen but seeing her now, I think she doesnt really care to see me like this. Shes a girl built with pride and ego and she never lowered that for anyone, even me. Well I was that kind of person too, a prideful guy who never lets anyone step on me who never cared on anyone but myself but when you fall inlove you change your attitude just to avoid conflict because that person is more important than your ego but what do I know right? A friend told me that she doesnt deserve the way I let her get the best of me that she doesnt deserve for me to love her but the truth is hes actually right she doesnt, but I dont care I want her to deserve it, I just want her back and I'll never stop hoping. I'll just lessen on showing her that I still am. This is just a authors chapter, Im guessing more of this will be coming up later in my chapters and by the way the next chapter will be released this saturday.