R U E | Tin × Can |

Third First

We broke up.

One week of dating and we broke up already.

It doesn't make sense to me. We're doing fine an hour ago and now he went home, leaving me alone in this football field. Did I messed up again?

I trie to justify what I said to him. Maybe I was wrong?

It was their break when he came to me and took the bottled water I bought. I don't know why he liked playing football and whined everytime for being tired.

"P'No really loves making us tired as hell!"

"Then quit."

"Not a chance."

Being near to him always felt strange. My heart always beat fast but I still felt contented and I couldn't ask for more. Being near him brought peace to my chaotic life, to my chaotic mind.

A week of dating Can. I can't believe it. I am finally dating Cantaloupe.

He kept on talking how hard their practice was and I liked it. I love listening to him but right now, I want him to stop talking so I can kiss him.

So while everyone was busy I stole a peck to his lips.

"Tin!"

I moved away. Scared that he'll punch me. This was the first time I stole a kiss from him and in an open space.

"I'm sorry. I just missed you."

"We're always together. You can't remember?" He also moved away. Oh noes, I hate it when he distanced his self to me.

"Fine, I'm sorry, okay?"

He looked away. "They might see us. Even though I told them that we're dating it is still not appropriate to kiss in front of them. Don't ruin my image to them as a good player."

I was confused. "Where's the connection on that?"

"Can you please don't make me think about that? I hate thinking too much. My brain cells will hate me and I'm scared they'll leave me."

He talking nonsense. I knew it. He was affected by that kiss.

Why not tell me, my Can? Why you always talked like that everytime we kissed?

I can't help but smile. He's shy that's why he can't look at me.

I grabbed his hand and dragged him away. He started complaining but he's following me.

I brought him on the other side of the bleachers, under those seats.

He looked at me and I can't tell what his eyes were telling me.

"Tin this is dangerous." He whispered. He's a little scared, huh?

I stepped closer to him and he stepped back also.

"They will not see us. They're busy and we're too far."

"That's not what I mean." He hushed.

"I don't get it." I sighed. "I miss you, Can. We're always together but I miss having you alone."

He looked away. He bit his lower lip and damn, that was a sexy move and my world suddenly went black. Stop it, Can.

"I miss you, too."

We didn't talk after that. We just stood there and I don't know what to do next. Should I kiss him now? I don't think I can kiss him properly knowing my heart was beating wild and I was scared of this. I was feeling too much.

"I'm just scared that if we kiss here we will not stop and they'll look for me and I don't know. You know what I mean right?" He asked. He's nervous!