R U E | Tin × Can |

|Tin|

|Tin|

I love watching movies with Can. People will not like watching with him because he can't stop giving comments and criticisms but I like it.

I like listening to him. It felt like he's opening his mind to me. Telling things about him and his perspectives in life.

Now, I feel like I am watching a movie. Our movie. And I don't like it. There's no Can beside me and I knew how it will end.

I will die.

Without telling him how much l love him.

I hate myself for not saying those three magical words. I was a selfish boyfriend to Can. He doesn't deserve the pain I gave to him.

My heart aches again. Why I can still feel the pain? Is this my punishment for taking for granted the person I love?

Watching our memories in front of me feels like hell. I want to hug him but I can't. I want to badly whisper those words to his ears but I can't.

I lost my chances to do that. If only I knew it will end like this.

Am I going to be trap here? As a punishment?

I thought I will not feel anything once I die but why my heart still beating like crazy as I looked at my Can? Why there's still pain everytime I remembered how much I love him?

Maybe He didn't paralyse my heart. This is my curse. For taking for granted someone good as gold like Can.

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Note:

This is unplanned part of this story. I posted it to clarify (I hope?) something.

So, I always start the chap with Tin's POV during the time they're together and once u saw this - - - > |Tin| means it's the entity's POV. Ahehe I think it is confusing. I am sorry!!

Thank you!!

I'll update later 😍