Always by your side.

Ash.

Tomorrow is Christmas. I can't wait! Beating Thomas up yesterday really helped me. I'm feeling great!

I watched Oliver all night last night. He was so cute! All curled up in a small ball, cuddling with his stuffed wolf. So... beautiful. So pure. So mine! I need to write a card for tomorrow. It has to be perfect!

I walked out of Oliver's room and into the living room. I'll give him a handwritten letter. It's more romantic. Now where is all the paper? It has to be here somewhere. Maybe in the closet? I opened the top draw but found nothing but useless things. Second one then.

Nope. Third? This is the last it had to be here! And it was! Told ya it was in here! Now a pen... what color should I use? Not blue I don't like blue pens. Their blue is ugly. I'll use a black pen. Which also happens to be Oliver's favorite color. Even though black isn't a color.

Now what to write? Mhhh maybe something like;

My sweet Oliver,

You mean so much to me. Nothing can compare to it; words can't describe it, present are never enough and actions will never prove it. But I'll try to put it into words for you anyway.

You make my heart beat, my mind race and the butterflies fly in my stomach. You're my light in this dull grey world. You're my everything.

I'm thankful that the universe gave you to me as a gift, a savior. And what a gift you are, so perfect even the word can't reach your level.

I hope you like this Christmas present. I put a lot of effort in it. Of course it doesn't compare to my love to you, but I try. And I'll keep on trying.

Merry Christmas my love.

Love -E.

Wow right of the bat. Perfect! Now an envelope... I thought they were with the papers... I walked towards the closet and opened the last drawer. And I was right, the envelopes were here! I grabbed one when my phone went of. I laid the envelope down and grabbed my phone. Ash? Again!? He's been calling me like everyday asking what's wrong!

"What do you want Ash?" I said it rather annoyed. Because I was annoyed at him.

"Well hello to you too! I just called you to check on you, you ok?" And here we go again! The same bullshit everyday.

"It's the same as always now bye." I moved my phone away to hang up but of course Ash started talking again.

"WAIT!!" I moved my phone back to my ear. "I'm onto you! I know you're up to something and I almost figured out what." Fuck. If he knows about Oliver he'll be able to use it against me! I have to make sure if he is into something or just bluffing.

"O yeah? And what am I up to?" It was silent for awhile, I heard Ash ticking away on his computer. Probably trying to find something.

"Aha! Does the name Oliver say anything to you? And don't lie I have solid proof!" Ok just think! What to do know... I can't let him dig deeper but I also can't tell him. "Ok yeah it does... hey how about this, we'll meet up somewhere and I'll tell you what is wrong. How does Starbucks at 12 am tomorrow sound? You'll be home before Christmas dinner with your family."

He thought for awhile before answering with a simple yes. We hang up after that. Now what do I do with him? Obviously I'm not going to tell him what's going on... he is in my way now... what if... no he's my friend I can't hurt him.

I'll figure something out. Sleep on it and come up with some amazing plan. Yeah that's not gonna work but it has to. I'm so happy I don't have to work today! The cafe is closed because of the charity. Boss thought it was a good idea, as a thanks towards us.