Always by your side.

It's time.

It's been a week. I still can't believe I killed Ash... I can't let it show though, I act like my normal self at work and when I'm around Oliver. Oliver. He never asked me my name again. What if he doesn't want to know anymore... no of course he does!

He loves me. Maybe... maybe I should just tell him. Ash is out of the way, Thomas kinda too. Plus it's the last week of Christmas break. Better make it count!

Yeah I'll tel him today. I'm already at work so I only have to wait. Wait for my sweet Oliver. I can't believe I've been so busy with Thomas an Ash I didn't even spent any time on him. Of course I watched him and gave him his Christmas present but still...

I'm such an idiot! I should have been there for him! Of course he doesn't talk to me anymore! He probably thinks I hate him or something like that. God I'm the worst!

I'll make it up to him! Tell him my name AND ask him out on a date. I hope that'll do it. It has to. Of course the date will be extra romantic, just the way Oliver likes it. We'll be alone for a picnic. Or... go to the park... he doesn't like the public so it has to be romantic and private. I'll have to think of the perfect plan.

But I'll start thinking when he says yes. If he says no I'll have to win him over first so thinking about it won't help.

How should I tell him my name? Just go to him with his order and tell him? Or write it down on his cup or something like that..? This is difficult. It has to be extra perfect so I have to think about this. Thankfully he's not here yet. And it's still early he won't be here for awhile.

So how? Maybe I- the bell rang, disturbing my thoughts. I looked at the door and felt my color drain from my face. I soon recovered though, can't make a slip now! I smiled and made sure all the surprise was washed away.

"Hi there. What would you like? Your usual?" I looked at the angel in front of me. Oliver I love you but why did you wake up early!? You could have done it tomorrow and it'd be completely fine!

"Yes please. Though instead of a latte I'd like a cappuccino. Please." He said it with his beautiful voice and that small shy smile of his. O how I've missed you! I was still in my dreamland when I answered him. "Of course. Anything for you." I soon realized what I said when I saw his face turn into a cute tomato. "I-I mean... sure! I'll bring it to your table." I chuckled nervously and scrapped the back of my neck.

He giggled and went to his favorite table. Before he sat down he grabbed a book out of the book shelf and as soon as he sat down he started reading it. My little book worm!

Now how do I tell him... I have like 2/3 minutes before his cappuccino is done. I'll just tell him! Might not be perfect but I'll make sure I tell him before he asks. Ugh what if he doesn't like my name!? Or what if he connects the dots and realized the present were from me and didn't like them!? No no! Calm down. You are gonna tell him. You can't let him down anymore. Not after not paying any attention to him for a week.

He deserves it. Well he deserves the world but still. I guess my name is a start. After that though I'll give him the world.

Cappuccino is done. Cake is ready. And I'm not but hey it's for Oliver and it's not like my life depends on this! O right it kinda does!

I walked over to him, still really nervous, and laid the cappuccino and cake down in front of him. He looked up at me and thanked me. His head soon went down again, to his book. I'd love it if that head would just go to the right for a little and if we were alone. It would also be great if I didn't have any pants on.

I can imagine him bobbing up and down my- "Hello? Is there something wrong?" I snapped back into reality and saw Oliver. With his head up now. O those eyes! No! He asked a question!