Mr. Reckless

Chapter 14

+Avas+

I closed my eyes my fingers crossed. I felt the someone bent down facing me and hugging me. That hug was different. This wasnt like a Taylor hug. Hold up-

I took a look of the guy, scanning its facial features. It was hard to see in the dark but the moon light just peeking through the window helped. He seemed to just stared at me, blankly. Soon I realised its

Shawn?

"Shawn?" I repeated.

"Are you ok?" he hugged me once again. Oh damn, I just hate when boys are so sweet if breaks my heart.

"Im fine, thank you." I hugged back, sighing.

"No worries. I heard a scream from down the hall and I just came in cause I knew your voice." he explained. I couldnt thank Shawn enough for this.

"Thank you Shawn. Youre a life saver."

"Say it again, ill leave you here." he joked.

I rolled my eyes as he assisted me outside. Loud music was still on, more people. We hit Jacobs garden just to get out of the teens.

"Here." Shawn handed me his jumper, I shook my head but them he just wrapped it around me anyway. I gave him a cold smile. There wasnt that much people here, theres about 20 people around the pool. Shawn and I sat on a bench. I can tell he is a shy type of guy.

"Wheres Taylor?" The last thing I wanted to here at the moment.

"Kinda had an argument- not really. Hes just a douche, lets go with that."

"He is here though, I saw him earlier." he replied as my eyes widen. So Taylor didnt even pick me up, but he was just going to go to the party anyway? I get it. Dick.

"Hey, dont be sad. Im pretty sure hes got some reasons."

"Yeah bullshit reasons." I mocked as he just chuckled.

"Do you want to go home? I can drop you off."

It took me a while to register what he said as my mind was thinking about the other topic we just had, Taylor. I wanted to stay here, for some reason. After just nearly being raped, I wanted to stay here. I have problems.

"Ill stay."

"Cool, do you wanna go inside?"

"No talk for a bit."

"Ok.. You seem drunk? Did Little Ava just drank vodka?"

"So how are you and Beth?" I changed the subject.

He cleared his throat, "We are good. Nothing really new, Im going to ask her out soon. And as for payment tonight, you have to help me with it."

"I wouldnt have a problem." I managed to smile.

After a while of talking, we decided to head inside. Loud music was hurting my ears, but I can handle it. This was supposed to be my night. Night from stress and away from Taylor. Well apparently he is here, so maybe not.

"Is it alright if I leave ya here? I gotta catch up with friends I havent seen for years. I mean if you dont want to, I can stay here. I would-"

I cut him off, "Im fine Shawn, thank you. Im not a kid yeah? You can go. Bye." I shooed him away.

I grabbed another red cup and filled it up with vodka. Sounds crazy, but I dont have this often, may as well just enjoy the night right? I didnt really wanna talk to Taylor or anyone at the moment. Just need to watch up from other people, I should learn how to do self denfense. I went up to the dancefloor, taking a sip of the vodka once in a while.

My head was starting to spin more and more of each sip. But then again, I was going to have fun. First time of doing what I wanted in many years. Being free.

I felt like I needed to go to the toilet, I wanted to come to Jacob to ask where it is. But he is too bussy with girls around him. Its not really Jacob, but hey? Its his party, he can do whatever he wants. I went to a mission to find the toilet. I came new the lounge room where there was another hallway. The first room, I opened up it was just a spare room. The next one across, another room. How many rooms do they want?

I found the second from last door in the hallway. I opened it, hoping it would be the toilet. My heart froze, my body froze. Chloe and Taylor all over each other. Taylor had his shirt off while Chloe was only in her underwear and bra. They didnt even notice I was here, standing, watching them kiss. Taylor was on top of her while kissing her on her fake face. Before I knew it, tears started to sting my eyes, I wanted to hold it back, but it was just too strong for me.

I decided to back away. Hopefully they didnt hear me or see me at all. It would be worse if they actually have sex or having sex on the time I was there. Just thinking about it made me wanna throw up, made my heart shatter a billion times and making me feel useless. I wiped my tears as I started to run into the hallway and find somewhere quiet, which is usually outside.

I sped my way along the crowdy people, some started at me as I past. Once I reached the backyard, I sat on the bench that Shawn and I sat earlier. Just this time it was just me. I thought about earlier how I was nearly raped and now this shit? This is enough pain in one day already.

**

I woke up my eyes puffed up. I struggled to open my eyes, when I fianlly did I was in a different room. I remembered I was outside. Who put me in here? I sat up the bed, my dizzy head wanted me to go lay back down. But I fought it. It took me a second to realised what happned before I fell asleep. Taylor. Thats the first thing I could rememebr. I felt my eyes sting again forcing a rush of tears to come out.

I scanned the room and saw Shawn staring at me in the corner. "You're finally awake." He smiled. Dang hes cute. I smiled back.

"Dont worry, I didnt rape you or anything. Youve slept here for abut 2 hours, its 3 AM now. The bathrrom is right there." he stated. I smiled again, I dindt really know what to say. I walked towards the bathroom and closed the door. I looked at myself, I looked like a mess.

I put the hot water on and washed my face which made me refresh. It removed the mascara running down my cheeks from all the crying. I fixed my dress and my hair. Once I finally looked sane I stepped out of the bathroom. I walked towards Shawn, he was just waiting patiently.

"Talk?" he offered. I nod and told him everything. I saw him tense up with some words I thought. But dang he looked cute as hell. The total oppsite of Taylor. Stop Ava, yuve got a boyfrien- no boyfriend soon.

"I'll talk to him if you want?"

"Its alright, I can handle it." I smiled.

"Do you want to go home?"

"I really dont want to. Can I stay at your place, if you dont mind?"

"If thats cool with you."

**

We arrived at his place, where it was all quiet. I followed him to his room. There was photos on the wall all about music. He had a lounge same as mine and his bed. He started fixing his bed, "You can sleep here. Ill sleep on my couch." He offered. As that was kind of rude, I didnt accept his offer.

"Come on. Youre a guest. You should be treated well." he stated.

"No Shawn. Its your house."

"Ok ok- do you want me to sleep with you on the bed. Ill make sure I keep the distance. So we dont have to fight. Or do want to go on the guest roo-"

"If thats ok with you, then its ok with me."

We finally got into the conclusion of sleeping next to eachother. As his bed was big, he stayed on the side, to make sure I had a lot of space. He faced the other direction to avoid face contact. All I could see was his back. This guy is real sweet.

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