A/N: you don't have to read this, I'm just venting my emotions.
Yeah I couldn't sleep last night and yeah....
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Vik's P.O.V
My life was ruined in less than a year. I had the love of my life, and lost him.
Me and Tobi started dating in the new year. I loved him, and he loved me. All of the other guys knew about us and accepted us.
But the September of that same year, was when it began. Tobi was diagnosed with leukaemia.
It was hard, but we were getting through. He wore his hat all the time, just like he did before, it seemed like nothing had changed.
At the start of January, it felt like a miracle had happened. It was gone. We celebrated so much. I was so happy. The guys were so happy. Tobi was so happy.
But that celebration was short lived, by the end of January it was back, the nurses said it was worse this time.
Life continued, I saw Tobi basically everyday, but each time he came out of treatment, he said he was in more pain.
At the start of May, he decided to cancel the treatment, he felt better without it.
Now we move onto the week beginning Monday the 18th May. I went to his flat everyday, the Monday, the Tuesday and the Wednesday. On all three of these days he was perfectly fine, well as good as he could be.
On the Thursday, I was considering not going. Until I got a text from Ethan saying he was getting worse.
I quickly made my way to Tobi apartment, to spend some time with him. What I didn't know was that these would be the last time I would ever see him alive.
At exactly 13:18 on Thursday the 21st may 2016, Tobi Brown passed away. Lying in bed, with me by his side.
It's now the start of 2019, 4 years ago today we got together. It's been hard for me since he died, but I would never show it to the guys, I didn't want their pity.
I was the happy Vik that everyone knew during the day, and I would cry at night, making sure no one heard.
The last four lines of a song have stuck with me through this whole time. I feel they are really relevant to what happened to Tobi, and so they remind me of him.
"Then the nurses they came, said it's come back again,
I wasn't expecting that,
Then you closed your eyes, you took my heart by surprise,
I wasn't expecting that."
A/N: so basically, Tobi is my gran, and I'm Vik (for most of it). The last time I saw her alive was the Sunday before her death, when she was completely fine, and it was my dad who went to see her, after getting a message from his sister.
I heard about her death the same day, and at the time, I had one of my friends round my house, so we could go to scouts after, and we also had my mums' friend's son round. The next day of school was the last day of school before half term, and I distinctly remember being in sat in world studies (history, geography and re) next to my only friend in my class, having a picture of my Nan in my pencil case, and trying not to cry.
