Revenge On The Undercover Girlfriend [Romafia Book #2]

Chapter One

There we stood face to face, not another word was uttered as I told him that Troy was his son. The only thing that I could focus on was that the man I loved had a gun pointed at me. My heart raced as he slowly began to put it down. He began to back away from me slowly not saying a single word.

A part of me wanted him to hold me and tell me he still loved me. And that he want us to be a family. But another part of me was scared. Scared that there was nothing in the world that he hated then me.

"Say something!" I begged.

I wanted to hear him tell me. Tell me what I needed to hear. Those sweet words slip out of his mouth but nothing never came.

He closed his eyes for a brief second taking a deep sigh and walking away.

Right there and then is where my heart shattered into a million little pieces. I felt it as if he was walking away from me and that him and I will never be again. Tears slipped down my face as he drove off. I just wanted him to love me again.

Lori came running out of the house making me flinch a little bit. "Are you okay? Who was that guy? Do you want me to call the cops?" She asked concernedly.

"No! Everything is fine." I said forcing a smile on to my face. "Where is Troy? Did he say anything?" I questioned.

"He is okay. He is with the boys playing video games." She answered.

"Can you watch him for the night? I just need to clear my mind for the night." I replied.

"Of course, if you need anything, call me." She said giving me a hug.

I smiled getting my old car and drove home. I was a wreck at this very moment and I did not want Troy to see me in this way. I didn't want to frighten my baby boy more than he already was.

I threw my bag by the door and sat on the couch with my head buried in my hands as the tears continued to fall. Everything, everything was so screwed up. All the dreams that I had of me & Jordan being a family with our baby boy, vanished in one night.

He didn't love me anymore.

All those kisses and how many times he told me that he loved me are nothing more than memories. Memories that I can only cherish now.

A silence filled the room as I flashback to him pointing the gun. Millions of thoughts ran through my head. Was he really going to pull the trigger? If it wasn't for Troy running out, would I be dead right now?

My heart broke even more with the thought that he would have been able to kill me. The man I love would be the reason for my death.

I know I hurt him. I know I betrayed but all I want him to do is forgive me and love me.

I know it selfish of me. It is! I just wished I never lost him. I wish we meant in another life. Then maybe we get our happy ever after.

But we don't always get what we want. Do we? We are stuck with what life throws at us. Even if it isn't picture perfect like we hoped for. We have to be content with what we have.

And for me, that is my baby boy and I struggling to make ends meet for now.

I just wish I could go back and never have went undercover in the first place. But then I remember that if I didn't, I wouldn't know what love was. And I wouldn't have Troy.

I just wish everything wasn't so screwed up. I wish Jordan still loved me. Cause no matter what, I still love him. And I always will!