Let Me Go (Ziall/ Side Lilo)

Try To Fix Me

[A/N]: This is dedicated to everyone reading this story right now! You guys are awesome!

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Zayn's P.O.V.

   He kissed me. Kissed me. I have to admit, I did quite miss the feeling of his pillow soft lips against mine. And the way he always managed to taste like vanilla and strawberries. But this was wrong. I can't do this. I pushed him off of me and he stumbled backwards, looking at me with sad eyes. For some reason, it broke my heart. "Niall, I told you it's over. I'm not doing this anymore. I'm bad for you," I tried to tell him but he didn't listen, just shook his head. "You can't keep lying to me. I love you. Hell, I need you. Just please, take me back, Zayn," He was begging me now, but I couldn't give in. No matter how badly it hurt. "Go home. You're obviously drunk and you aren't thinking straight," I said. Thinking straight in two senses...

   "Zayn...I'm not drunk. I'm not high. I'm just broken. Because you left me..." he whispered the last part, my heart shattering against the ground. Could I really deny him anything? I could, but I'd hate myself after. I bit my lip, staring into his eyes. He did look broken. He looked like he was broken beyond repair. But maybe, just maybe, I could fix him. "Alright..." I said,"you have one month to try to get me to fall in love with you Niall. One. Month. That's it. If I haven't fallen for you by then, you have to give up and leave me alone, deal?" He looked at me with wide eyes, nodding profusely.

   Here we go...

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   "Zaynie, come here!" Niall called from the other room. I followed the sound of his voice and saw him holding up a peice of notebook paper. On it, was his skinny handwriting, most likely spelling out a song. "What is it Nialler?" I asked, sitting down on the couch. Niall smiled his beautiful smile and held out the paper for me, his eyes glinting in the afternoon sunlight. I took the notebook paper and started reading, my eyes scanning over the paper.

Zayn,

   I'm sorry if you feel like you're being forced to do this. I really am. But I just can't help it. I know you don't like it, but I'm in love with you. No matter how many times you tell me that you're no good for me, I'll never listen. I just figured that I should at least tell you how much I care for you, so I wrote you a poem. It may not be all that good...but it's worth a shot...

I love your eyes. 

I love your smile.

I love the sound of your voice.

I love how you let me kiss you in public.

I love how you wrap your arms around me whenever you get jealous.

I love how you treat me like your lover in bed.

I love how you're giving me a chance.

I know that you won't ever feel the same, but I can try.

I won't give up, you know that.

I love you, Zayn Javaad Malik.

I hope you love me back.

   I looked up at Niall, who was still smiling. "Well? What do you think Zayn?" Niall asked, cocking his head. I opened my arms for a hug and he accepted immediatley, burying his face in my neck. I pulled him into my lap and ran my fingers hrough his hair. I kissed the top of his head, "You know...a part of me hopes that I'll fall for you." Niall looked up at me with his eyes beaming. "Into hopeless devotion?" he asked hopefully, causing me to smile. "Yes angel, into hopeless devotion," I kissed him softly, resting my forhead against his.

   It had only been a week, but is it bad to say that I like this?

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[A/N]: I finally updated X3 Did you guys like it? Tell me in the comments ^^

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