Chapter Sixteen: Dying Shouldn't Be This Hard

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(Dani)

Dean had took his time to get me home, I was grateful but at the same time I just wanted to get to bed. It had been such a long night, and I was tired. I wanted to go to bed and sleep for days, and not be bothered. I didn't want to be around anyone, and at the same time I just wanted to be held and told it would all be okay. I wanted to sleep, but I was scared that I would have nightmares instead of dreams. When I did get home, I just sat there, trying to gather myself.

"Thank you." I said softly as I went to open the door, but Dean lightly grabbed my arm, stopping me.

"What happened back there?" He asked softly, pulling my focus back down to earth.

"I think I love him, but we can never really be together in this world. There's this pack of Alphas, all of them. There making Derek kill his own pack, so they'll join him. They already killed one, and made him kill another, Isaac is the only one left. It's only a matter of time. It's only a matter of time for everything." I cried as I looked down at my lap. "I figured that I would die, I knew that I was going to die. I didn't know that it was going to be this hard." Dean lightly pulled me into a hug, and let me cry on his shoulder. When I calmed down, I leaned back up.

"What do you mean you're dying?" He asked, a worried look in his eyes.

"I have cancer." I said straight our, there was no need to step around it.

I didn't want to say anymore, so I got out of the car, and this time he didn't fight me. I looked up at the tall building before I slowly made my way back up to the top floor, going to my room without a word to anyone. I fell face flat onto my bed, and didn't care to move after that. I had at least kicked my shoes off, and pulled the covers over my body, staring up at ceiling.

(Dean)

I busted into the motel room and looked right at Sam, who sat at the small table on his laptop.

"She's dying." I said as I walked in, closing the door behind me, and going to take his laptop from him.

"What are you talking about? Who's dying?" Sam looked at me confused and I lightly rolled my eyes at him.

"Danni, she's dying." I said as I looked her up on social media she might have. "She told me, she has cancer." I let out a sigh and shook my head, trying to find out what type she had.

"You think it's still smart to get her to run away?" Sam asked I shook my head.

"She's dead either way, and that's exactly how she sees it. She'll talk to us, we just have to give her a little time. She talked to me today, it wasn't much, but she did. I don't know if it was, because she wasn't really there, or if she had just started giving up. She ditched her boyfriend, Sammy. She literally refusing to go with him."

"Dean, she had medicine she has to take. She has a doctor she has to go see. We don't have a home, we go town to town. I know you want to take her in, but what we do isn't a good life. Are life's are just as dangerous or they could probably say that they are worse." I stopped to look at Sam, knowing that he was right.

"Then we have to do something to make this town safer, starting with this so called Alpha pack." I said as I closed the laptop and headed into the bathroom to get a shower.

(Danni)

When the morning came, there a knock at my door, but I still didn't move from my bed. When I didn't rely, there was another knock. I pulled the covers over my head and rolled over on my side, my back facing the door.

"Danni." I heard my brothers voice as the door slowly opened.

"I'm not going to school." I said as I uncovered my head, but didn't move.

"You have to, or we'll both get in trouble. You know that they've been on your case for missing so much." Derek told me softly as I sat up and looked at him.

"I'm sorry that my dying doesn't excuse me for missing school, when the end doesn't matter!" I lightly raised my voice before looking down.

"You're not dying, they say you're getting better." He said softly, trying to make me feel better. I let out a huff and looked up at him.

"That's what they're suppose to do, until you get to the point that it's to bad, and they tell you to expect the worse." I told him as I stood up. "Dying shouldn't be this hard!" I raised my voice and he pulled me into his chest as I left my legs give out from under me, tears rolling down my checks.

"You're not dying Danni, I promise you it's gonna get better. We're going to solve all of this, and it's going to go back to normal." Derek said as he tried to calm me down, it worked after a few minutes. "But you still have to go to school and act that it's already normal." I let out a soft sigh and nodded my head.

"Act like everything is noramal." I smiled and lightly nodded my head. "Shouldn't be that hard, I have to do that anyways." Derek looked at me and I let out a sigh.

"You need to stop being to negative all the time." He said with a smile as he started to walk out of the room. I let out a laugh, rolling my eyes.

"Like you have room to talk!" I called behind him as ibhrard him laugh down the hall.

I softly smiled before I went to get a shower and get ready for school, every doing my makeup to help with how pale my skin was starting to look. Step one to acting like everything wad normal, was to feel or we'll look like a normal girl. I was finishing tieing my shoes when there was another soft knock at me door.

"Come on little sis, we don't want to be late for school." Cora looked at me with a soft smile before I grabbed my bag and followed her out.

Isaac was waiting for me when I had got to the school. It made me was to get back into the car and drive away. Cora saw this and lightly grabbed me, making sure I kept walking forward.

"It's just one boy, you've face scarier." She whispered to me, making sure that I couldn't run away.

"Says you." I say to her, but it was to late to run, he was right there.

"Can we talk, in pravite?" Isaac looked and me, and when I said nothing, Cora lightly pushed me forward.

"Yeah-um, I guess." I said, before we started to walk into the school building itself.

We found an empty classroom and I walked before him, remembering what happened when Sam and Dean first came into town. I softly smiled to myself, remembering that me and Isaac did. I lightly ran my fingers over my lips before I turned to look at him. That's when I really saw it, how much of a wreck he was. His eyes were blood shoot, and it looked like he hadn't gotten any sleep, and his face was swollen.

"Oh, Isaac." I stared at him as I lightly laid my hand on his cheek. "I'm so sorry." He shook his head and grabbed by my hands and held them in his.

"No, you do not need to be sorry. You're the one that always is sorry and that needs to stop. Other people-I need to start being sorry for things that are my fault. I should have stayed with you last night, no matter how much Derek would have been mad. I need to start putting you first, you're my whole world." He had a flash of fear in his eyes. "I love you Danni."

I stared right at him, pulling my hands out of his, causing a sad look to go to his face. I ignored this as I grabbed his face in my heads and pulled his close to me for a kiss. He didn't seem to thing before his hands grabbed onto my waist.

"I love you Isaac, and I know in the end we will always be together." Iassc smiled at me before pulled in closer and holding onto me.

"I promise I'm going to keep you safe, I'm going to stay by your side until we get all this fixed. We have a plan for the alphas, we will get them to run." I looked up at him and nodded my head.

"I trust you."

I still had a worried look in my eyes, because I know that we were still all worried. There was nothing going to change that. We know that we aren't going to be okay until this was still all over.

"I trust you with me life."

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