Spiner

Chapter 30 | An elegant touch

My cheeks burned like fire as Alice's hand continued to travel up my stomach, her lips never breaking from mine. At first I had been okay with it, but now I was starting to feel sick. Like I had eaten too much candy- sometimes something tastes good- but then too much of it becomes to sweet and all you want to do is puke.

That's how I felt. 

Her lips broke from mine as she backed up a little bit breathing heavily. I could both feel and hear my heart beat pounding in my chest. I continued to squeeze my eyes shut. Until I felt a hand on my leg. I opened my eyes quickly to find Laura next to Alice, her hand placed inside my thigh. Me and Alice had each exchanged the foul Alcohol in our kiss and I regretted agreeing to drink with them- and not trying to stop it in the first place. Alice Noticed Laura's hand too and turned to her and cupped her face in her cheek. Laura's lips played a small smile just before they met Alice's and she shut her eyes. I watched horrified. Laura glanced at me briefly through hooded eyes giving my leg a squeeze and I knew I had to get out of here. I looked around the room frantically. My shoes were still by the front door...but my bag..where is the damn- That's when I saw it sitting on the dresser with my charger and toothbrush.

My attention was brought back to Alice by her hand on my cheek. Sam was coming up now too- making me feel surrounded. Alice grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it up above my bra- but not over my head. I placed my hands lightly on Alice's wrists wanting her to stop but feeling frozen.  Alice then backed away slipping out of my grasp and Turning to Sam. I could no longer follow what she was doing due to Laura placing one leg over me and placing herself onto me. I tried to protest getting out bits of words and trying to get her off by squirming uncomfortably. Laura ... I had actually liked. I didn't think she would ever do this- or why she would want to was beyond me. They had all been straight as far as I knew- I had heard them talk about boys before-- each of them. But apparently I was wrong. Laura pushed me down all the way onto the ground gently. I screamed to myself in my head for complying to her. She then went to lift my bra and I grabbed her hands roughly to prevent them. She looked at me surprised for a moment. 

"I- i- uh- I have to go to the b-bathroom." I choked out, finally remembering how to English. 

Laura got off of me as I quickly got up rushing to the bathroom, pulling my long sleeve shirt down to cover me back up. Trying to process what had happened as I locked my self in the bathroom and flug my self onto the door breathing heavily as if someone had been chasing me. I caught my breath and gathered my thoughts, trying to decide what to do. I was almost certain that leaving was the correct choice. But how would I get my charger and my toothbrush...

Ugh! Fuck my charger and toothbrush! I said to myself flushing the toilet, I can just get new ones. I turned the sink on then quickly left the room and lightly stepped as quickly as possibly to the front door, hoping I could leave without one of them stopping me. I slipped my shoes on before I burst into the cold November air and Sprinted a little in the direction of a supermarket not too far I had seen on my way to Alice's. About three house's down I stopped running, tired already. I began to walk quickly feeling eerie from the darkness outside.

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I approached the supermarket thankful for my sweatpants as I made my way through the parking lot. Alice's house was too far to walk home- plus I smelled like alcohol. I stopped dead in my tracks in the parking lot. I smelled like alcohol. And I was under the legal age to drink. Fuck. maybe going to the supermarket wasn't such a good Idea. and I had my phone in my pocket- but I couldn't call my mom either- I'd get into so much trouble! I cursed to myself as I decided to continue walking to the store, at least maybe I could be warm there. 

The parking lot had barely any cars in it, only maybe 15 or 20. I was about to walk up to the entrance of the store when I stopped again tilting me head slightly. I turned to look at the car I had just passed. I walked back by it circling it. I glanced around nervously hoping no one had seen me...since it was late and I probably looked suspicious. The car reminded me of something. It was Silver an- That was when I realized...

It was Mr. Spiner's car. I cupped my hands by my face as I leaned forward to look into the window. the parking lot wasn't very illuminated from the store- since it wasn't a terribly big supermarket... But I could see a large black coat acrossed the back seat. My face lit up as I immediately recognized it- Having seen Mr.Spiner wear it into school just last week. 

Then I got an Idea. 
A bad Idea.

I chewed my lip. If I was going to to this I better decide now- he could walk out of that store any minute. 

I looked into the back seat again- his coat looked so warm. And it was so late...I was so tired. My head was still spinning from all that had happened and I had a horrid headache I glanced over my shoulder and around the parking lot to see no one insight. And I tried pulling at the handle- Joy filled my body like nectar when his car gave an unlatching noise and the metal door swung open. I quickly crawled into his beige seated silver car and shut the door. After a few moments the lights faded back to darkness. 

Laying down in his car I already felt at ease, but it wasn't much warmer than outside. In fact if anything it was colder. I looked into the front seat, remembering the last time we had been  in the car, His arm rest was down now...but last time it had been up- allowing him to envelope me in his arms the way he had. I shivered.

I curled up into the back seat. His big coat had been draped across the entire seat before so I covered myself with it. In my head somewhere someone was screaming to me how utterly crazy I was for everything that had happened this night. But partially from me being  tired, and probably the alcohol, I didn't give a damn. In fact- as I inhaled the comforting smell of vanilla and Mr.Spiner It seemed like a great Idea. I grinned to myself in the darkness as I breathed it in, completely concealed by his coat and my faint smell of alcohol not escaping from underneath it. 

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