I'm scared

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Fuck fuck shit shit SHIT

I'm suppose to be strong and here I am... Crying...

Thing happen so quickly it's only late 9 to early 10 where it start to the end, I need to worry as I need to be strong, things will okay, right?

I don't think he will be okay, I hope dad is okay, hospital is not his happy place, I know that. Things will go fine, right?

I doubt my words and their words, I'm doubting of where it will even begin, I don't know if I will go to school to miss education or stay home to try and not worry.

No, I need to go to school, I need to be strong, I know I can't pretend.

God, I hate myself, I feel like I'm drowning in deep waters like I'm thinking too deeply of the situation as tears run down my face.

I need to sleep.... s l e e p . . . .

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