It's Always Been You

Chapter 1

He's all that I can think about. His angelic voice is all I can possibly focus on as I watch him from the side of the stage. I wish he would think of me the way I think of him. But that's never going to happen. He's 1/5 of one of the biggest bands in the world, and I'm just the girl who fluffs up his hair every once in a while. Besides, he knows some of the hottest stars on the charts and everything. Not to mention the billions of fangirls who are chasing after him. Theres no doubt I'm probably the last thing he thinks about. Oh yeah and 'he' is Niall Horan.

My best friend/big sister Hayley is one of the boys' vocal coaches. I help Lou Teasdale with their hair and then I help with make up when it comes to photo shoots and things like that.

Hayley's dad is a big part of the boys' record company. Which means, he's got the money. He's the one who set Hayley up with being the boys' vocal coaches. Hayley suggested that I come help with hair and make up because I have always had a big interest in that kind of stuff. Plus, I was never too thrilled about the whole 'singing in front of people' thing. But she knew it would be fun for me and let me tell you, it's the life. I wouldn't want to to anything else.

I felt someone come stand next to me and i turned to see it was Hayley.

"You've been eyeing up blondie again. You okay?" she asks.

"Yeah I'm fine. This is just getting harder to deal with, ya know? The more I keep thinking about it, the more sad I get. I can't get away from this either because I'm with him all the time and my feelings just keep growing stronger." I say with a sigh.

Hayley is one of two people who know about my feelings for Niall. The only other person who knows is Harry. That's only because they have a thing but they won't make it official until tour is over.

Both Harry and Hayley told me the same thing once I told them how I felt. They told me to not worry about it and to not give up because 'who knows what could happen'. But I do know what's going to happen. One of us is going to end up heartbroken and it's most definitely not going to be Niall.

"Jenna, I honestly think you should tell him how you feel. You can't keep this from him forever. Besides, what's the worst that can happen? You two are great friends as is. I'm sure he has some sort of feelings for you. "

That's my biggest fear. Telling him.

"Hayley, I highly doubt that boy has the slightest interest in me. I don't want to ruin our friendship either. Plus, I don't want to tell him because I'm afraid that he's going to laugh in my face. That's the last thing I need..." I say while looking down.

Hayley puts a hand on my shoulder and i look up at her.

"Its Niall. He would never laugh in your face about something like that. Hey, if you want, I could have curly drop a few hints for ya. That might be the easiest option, right?"

"Yeah, he could do that. I guess it would be helpful. As long as he doesn't just go out and tell him because knowing Harry, he will."

"I will make damn sure he doesn't," Hayley says with a smile.

I smile and look back at the stage. Just then, I hear Niall's raspy voice as he sang his part in Little White Lies. As soon as I heard the slight note change, I nearly melted. I looked at Hayley and she looked back at me with wide eyes.

"I don't know how you handle that on a daily basis, J." she says.

I just look at her and shake my head.

"I swear, Niall James Horan will be the death of me."

That's a fact.

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