All for you (young justice fanfic)

chapter 6: Don't shut me out

Wally P.O.V.

After my break down with Robin I just shut down completely. I didn't feel like talking or moving at all. I think Robin was trying to make me talk but I'm not sure. I just break down infront of Robin and uncle Barry after all the hard work I had trying to hide my feelings I just... ruin it. Everything I did was in vain. How could I've been so stupid?! I was supposed to be strong I didn't need anyone to come and safe me I could had done it myself or so I thought. I just want everything to end I was hurting the people I care about and I didn't want to do that. Maybe I wouldn't hurt anybody else if I just end it all.

Robin: Wally, please just tell me what's going on

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please Wally I just want to help!!

Wally: I don't want your help!!! I didn't ask for it... I. DON'T. NEED.IT 

I know Robin was just trying to help but after my break down I realize how pathetic I really am.My dad was right I'm a whorthless  piece of trash.

Robin: Wally...

Wally: just leave me alone Robin! I don't need you!!! nobody needs you!!! How could someone like you help someone like me? I mean look at you, you're pathetic.

I could see the hurt in his eyes and I could tell he was trying to hold the tears. Great.. just great! I hurt my best friends feelings just like I hurted Artemis. What the hell is wrong with me? Oh my God I'm so stupid!! Why do I keep hurting everyone I care about??

Robin: Wally I understand that you're going trough hell right now and that whatever happened to you is eating you and I'm the worst best  friend ever because I didn't notice and I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me the most but please Wally... please.. don't shut me out.

He was crying again and so was I. There he was feeling horrible because he wasn't there for me and here I was being a total jerk. "please don't shut me out" that was all I could think about.Did I really shut him out? Is that what I did to Artemis too?

Wally: Rob... oh my God.. Rob, I'm so sorry I didn't meant it like that. I so stupid!

idiot!(hit)

idiot! (hit)

idiot!(hit)

idiot! (hit)

Robin: Wally please stop.. please.. just look at me.

I stop and look at him.

Robin: please just tell me what happen to you. I can't help you if you don't let me.

Should I tell him? Uncle Barry is here but he only knows half the truth. What if I tell him and he doesn't want to be near me anymore? Would he be disgusted by me? What about Uncle Barry? he can't know the truth!!

Wally: you can't help me anyway! is already too late. I'm screw up, I'm way to far away to be fix Robin. Just go!

And with that I stand up, ran to my room and lock the door. I need to end this I need the pain to go away. I entered my bathroom and lock the door I'm not sure what I'm looking for in here but then I found a razor. I know I shouldn't be doing this but I needed physical pain so I could focused on that pain and not on my screw up life.

Robin was knocking on my door and so was uncle Barry. They were telling me to open up the door but I won't do it, I need this.. so with that in mind I did the first cut and then another one and another one and another one and I was about to do another one when the door got wide open and standing there was uncle Barry, Robin and... Batman?

before I knew it I felt something hit my neck and then everything started to spin and it all become blurry until everything went black.

Hey.. I hope you enjoy this chapter. What do you think is going on with Wally? Do you think  Robin's right? What would happen now that Batman enter the picture? Do you want Artemis P.O.V.?