Wake

Same ole

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- Suri P.O.V

Its been about a month since Romes promise to me in the studio and its surprising that he has changed but hes also gone ghost on me. Those text in the morning, face-times during the afternoon, and hangouts on the weekend have just turned into out of the blue face-times at night, and I know I cant be feeling no ways because we just chilling, and I don't like him anyways....right?

" Rome"

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"Rome"

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" Rome"

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Rolling over I look at my phone and its just on my lock screen showing that he hung up on me. So much for that good feeling of falling asleep on face-time. I open my phone and go on instagram to see that hes recently posted on his story, im telling myself not to look cause I dont care about what hes really doing and I dont want him to think that I do when hes scrolling through his viewers. But what does my ass do anyways I go right ahead and look and what I see worries me he took a video where you can see him in the back of a car and police lights and sirens are surrounding him. This worries me but I shake it off he aint my man and if he wanted to tell me or talk to me about it he can call me. I go head and start my morning routine and in the midst of it, i get a text from him.

Rome: Yo

Me: Yo, wassup

Rome: U up?

Me: Nahhh i'm sleep

Then I get an incoming face-time call from him. I answer it but point the camera towards the ceiling he called just when I was about to get in the shower, he aint about to see all my precious goodies.

" What you doing up so early smart ass, and why i'm looking at the damn ceiling."

" Because I was about to get in the shower nigga, and you know I hate when you ask am I awake knowing I wouldn't be texting you back if i wasn't."

" I dont know who you think you talking to ma, you need daddy to come handle ya real quick"

" No nigga, and is there an important reason you called me, Im trynna get in the shower."

" Yea I saw you viewed my story, I wanted to let you know what went down"

" ahhh shit let me hop in the shower real quick then ill call you back"

"ight"

I take my time in this shower, playing my jhene aiko playlist and just getting my mind right before we have this talk. Im actually scared, it reminds me of what happened to my old guy best friend. We were talking one night and everything was cool but then he calls me in the morning  telling me he got framed for some shit and is being sentenced to life in jail. I feel like all my life any dude I cared about just got snatched away from me whether if it was by another woman or the pigs, and Im tired of it thats why im so hostile when it comes to letting people in, why let them in when they just end up leaving or decieving. 

After hopping out my shower and making myself look decent, I call him back. 

He answers on the third ring and i get straight to the point " Yo, so what happened"

" Damn you always so blunt and straight to the point, but alright this what went down..."

Basically he tells me he was in the car with his friends: his bro and this girl, this the part where I roll my eyes. I really think im one of the rare girls in this generation because it seems like a lot of girls love to stay all up on niggas dicks, they follow niggas like flies even if that aint they nigga, and they just do too much when it comes to niggas. One reason why I really only rock with one female and is cool with most of the hood niggas, niggas be more chill than females,these girls love to stay in the mix main reason they always getting into shit, but anyways my bad for the rant lets get back to rome.

" Yea so the pigs pull us over and at this point im freaking out cause i dont need no more incidents on my record and we was just bout to pull out a fat one and smoke it"

This the part where i roll my eyes again. When i told him outside the studio that he be on the blunt 24/7 I wasnt exaggerating one bit, this nigga stay smoking and he too young to be as addicted to the shits as he is. I also cant stand niggas that be-

" YO, u listening "

" Yea im listening Rome damn"

" I was just checking I know how you be spacing out and shit but yea anyways, homegirl sticks the weed in her pussy so quick I almost aint even catch her do it, I swear I was so shocked but thankful as hell"

" Hol Up, you said she did that shit quick, no hesitation, almost like she was used to having to do that or something" 

" Yes ma, she seemed like one of those rider types, I know that turned my bro on.. Hol up why you saying that like its so crazy, you wouldnt do that shit for me"

" ....yea- yea I would,lol you know how I am"

" Oh alright but yea they end up searching the car and not finding nothing so we good, I was just  shaken at first since my record full enough, but wyd- Hol up my boy calling me I'll call you later"

"Ight"

You see this why I aint attracted to Rome like that. He could be a good dude, but he ride with the wrong people and every time I make a comment about it he just like " Yea ma, I know but them my boys aside from them i trust nobody, I done grew up with them and everything, them my niggas" , and he not the only dude that be like that,all the hood niggas i've fucked with been that way too. I love me some hood niggas but im tired of always being somebody peace, I deal with shit why can't they be my peace too, nahh instead they love and beg for me to preach to them like im they mommies and love them like im they wife, im tired of the regular hood love shit.