Wake

I've been thinking about you

*Javari in the mm*

Girl, there's somebody next to you (that's hatin' on me)I don't know what they tellin' you (but they don't know me)I can fuck up a check on you (I got money)Girl, if you know what's best for you (then you would call me)Girl, I'm low key obsessed with you Yeah, I'm low key obsessed with you (yeah yeah)

Bring Bring Bring

Bring Bring Bring

Bring Bring Bring

Ughhh my head feels terrible, I try to roll over and turn off the alarm on my phone but a tight arm wrapped around my waist is stopping me from doing so.  I try to carefully pick up Romes arm but he just wraps it tighter. I try to slide from under his grip but he wraps even tighter when getting down to my chest.

" Rome " 

" Rome " 

" Rome "

I call out to him and just as he does on face time he doesn't answer me. This man is a strong sleeper, I no longer care about being delicate. I throw his arm off of me and finally dismiss the annoying alarm on my phone.

" What are you doing Suri?" Rome startles me 

" Good Morning, and I have to get ready I have a couple shoots today"

" They better have you fully covered, All this" his hands travel up my body " is mine now"

I mentally roll my eyes " I don't feel like dealing with you, well talk about this later" I then go ahead and start on my morning routine.

By the time I'm out my shower Rome is gone and my bed is neatly made up with a note laying on it. I go head to my nightstand in order to grab my phone but then I glance at the note

  " I had to leave out so I could go home and get ready but I'll text you later so we can meet up for lunch and you can tell me about Javari and what " we"are" 

Hol up how does he know about Javari, I know starr ain't tell him, Imma punch her if she did. I Ignore the note for the meantime and grab my phone, when I open my phone I'm bombarded with notifications, 10 text from Maybe:Javari, 6 calls from Maybe:Javari, and 2 dms from Varifromdaqc. Oh lord I know what this means and now I know how Rome knows about him, I swear Apple needs to fix it to where you delete someones contact they contact actually deleted ain't no maybe nothing, I deleted him for a reason. I'm used to these games with Javari though, its like one day we run into each other in person or ig after our breakup then the next hes trying to get back with me. I thought this merry go round would be over since he actually got a girl now but nope, I be having this dude addicted and he only addicted to the vibe because i sure ain't give him the punani too many times. 

Maybe-Javari: Can I talk to you?

Maybe-Javari: Call me when you get the chance

Maybe-Javari: I really need to talk to you

Maybe-Javari: I miss you

Maybe- Javari: Answer the phone,please babygirl

Maybe-Javari: I wanna be with you not her, no one will ever be you

Maybe-Javari: I'm bored without you in my life I need you

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To Maybe Javari: I'm fine love, I'm living my best life, and I don't have the time for you

That was the best response I could come up with while keeping my composure and not cussing him out, I took a deep breath then sent the message. I then proceeded to delete everything that could remind me of that bitch. This is why I cant do relationships, this is why i'm not letting Rome too close to me.

" SURII" I hear shekinah yell.

" In my room" I respond, I'm usually out the house by this time but all this drama got me side tracked.

" Hey Mamas, I'm suprised you still here"

" Girlll i should be gone but let me tell you what went down last night and this morning" I then proceeded to show her the note and texts.

" Oh noo boo, what you bout to do?, and don't be leading Rome on he catching real feelings and i know u not the playa type so dont do that, but i mean if you actually like him...you know imma support you no matter what you do. And for that no good ass nigga just forget about him" Kinah said, her words were just the ones I needed to hear at that time but not what I wanted to"

" I know" I sigh "but if javari wasn't still in my heart I know I would be head over heels for Rome and thats sad. 

" NATALIEEE, Im here" I just got to the location of my photo shoot, natalie is my agent.

" Girll, why weren't you on time, they was bout to call it quits and try to reschedule it, you lucky I know you tho you could only be late if something happened."  Apart from being my agent, I've known natalie mostly my whole life, shes a close family friend and just has always been there for me. I only work with the people I trust and since I knew she had experienced so she was the first person that came to mind when I thought of who to hire.

" Thank you girl, that's why i hired you and yes there was some drama I'll let you know about it when we get lunch after the shoot"

" Okay, SHES HERE PEOPLE LETS GET THIS THING GOING"

And just like that all my problems were forgotten for just a minute while i focused on my passion. The lights, flashes, and modeling is what makes my heart beat not these niggas.

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PERIODTTT. I know this update took a minute but schools been hectic. I swear they like for us seniors to run around like chickens with they head cut off lol, but Im going to start being more active please comment and vote on this chapter,also if yall would like to know anything about the author *me* just ask questions and I'll do a Q and A at the end of one of the upcoming chapters. 

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