Wake

Unwanted and Wanted Pop Ups

       Me and Starr are currently walking through the supermarket at three in the morning. Yea I know its mad early but its just what we do, we skinny as hell but I swear we eat more than anybody you know. I was just having cravings for some chocolate chips and a sprite but kinah trynna buy everything in the store. 

" Okay girl, go head and get your stuff then meet me in the frozen dinner aisle", starr says cause she knows how impatient I can get when waiting on her indecisive ass. 

"Alright girl how bout we make this a race whoever got all they stuff and in the frozen aisle first getting a buck " I say then grab a bugggie and start dashing, I just know my stuff ain't gonna take that long to get, but kinah get real competitive when money on the table so no telling who gonna get that buck.

Its 3:20 now, I got all my stuff and turn in the frozen aisle to see starr and this couple having a heated conversation, I cant see what the couple look like because they backs turned to me.

" Yo Starr, who you talking to" Its like once I say this everybody stops and freezes and starr got this pissed off look on her face, she tries to move around the couple that still got they back turned to me, but I dont let it go by like that.

" Nah yall cant hear me or sumn, I said who you talking to? my dude you got a bad shape up so your face cant be cute, stop being a punk and turn around, got my twin pissed let me see your face so I can be pissed to."

The dudes hands are trembling, and this where I really study the dude. This the same back I watched leave out my house a year ago and never come back. At this point I just find this funny and start laughing, but it ain't my regular laugh its my laugh where I'm close to channeling my other side that nobody like.

" Thought I'd never see you again, when I said leave you was supposed to go back to your hood, Turn the fuck around" Im so pissed at this nigga I forgot about shorty who was holding his hand.

" Hol up perra, you not bout to be-" she starts saying but gets interrupted

Javari tightens his hold on her hand " No chanel, dont say nothing right now"

They really funny " Nah you know what I'm tripping, you and your little hush puppy have a lovely night, cmon starr, OUR REALLL NIGGAS WAITING FOR US"

We make it back to our condo around four and I just go straight to my room, Its not like I'm mad or sad I just don't like seeing my past. If I left that shit in 2017 why the hell its trynna pop back up 2019, Im not cool with that.

Knock Knock 

Knock Knock

" Suri" Starr calls out " Are you alright"

" Girl Im good Im just pissed off ,and you know how I get"

Im the type of person when I get pissed off and I can't do nothing bout it, like I cant physically lay my hands on somebody I start shaking and crying, cause Im overwhelmed.

" Yea" she sighs " Lets forget about that nigga want me to call rome and yall can chill,might feel better relaxing with him"

" Girlll you see what time it is"

" Suri"

" Suri "

" Suri "

I roll over and see who calling me, standing over me is rome, and I dont know whats gotten into me but right know he looks mighty delectable. 

" Hey, didnt think you was gonna show"

" Why the hell wouldn't I you my girl. Even though you dont want titles right know suri, based off our actions you been holding me down and I been holding you down"

I sigh " I dont want to do this tonight rome, im tired"

I guess he annoyed annoyed at this point cause " MANNN, I DONT GIVE A FUCK ITS NEVER THE RIGHT TIME WITH YOU BUT THAT DONT GOT SHIT TO DO WITH ME MA"

" Oh my gosh rome"

" NO NONE OF THAT, FROM THIS POINT ON AINT NO MORE BEATING ROUND THE BUSH, AINT NO MORE JUST CHILL, KEEP SHIT STRAIGHT"

I dont know what got in to me but I just grab his face roughly and kiss him. He gets into it and were full on making out at this point. 

" Imma ignore the fact that you probably just trying to shut me up" he says then moves his hand up and down my sides.

" take this shit off" he says so agressively and throws my shirt across the room.