Diary of a confused Adult!

Little Wolf inside you!

Let's start with a song in the background.

Aron Wright - Look After You

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Messiah Complex

A state of mind in which one belives he/she has to save them all. Save them from their demons, monsters under their beds.

Caring is like a lethal disease, it sees no end. Even when you lose the hope on one person you move on to another, at least that's what the people suffering from savior complex have in common. They never let go of the hope. They considered every speck of light to be rays of sunshine.

But can that be true?

In a world where people have found new and new ways to trick one another, even themselves at times. They have found comfort in keeping themselves inside the concrete walls and behind all the tech. Will these people be willing to break out and let them be soaked in sunshine.

I don't know about others but people like us just won't stop caring. We have a tendency to keep digging and digging for that little good because We Care! We care about the soft center of the coconut. We care about the goodness in their heart no matter how many time we are tricked, degraded, stepped on and what not.

I remember when I was little they used to call me to eat with them. Those girls in my school with rich daddies!

They just wanted me to join them and then one by one they would make fun of me. They use to pull pranks on me, steal my lunch and this one time they made me sit in rain for an hour. Needless to say, I fell sick and missed one of my final exams. I would always leave them and promise myself to never go back again.

But then they used to come back with a sorry. A little sorry and my small little heart would melt unknowing of the fact they are gonna set me up again.

I was naive, that's what I convince myself with but this complex has made me lose more and more people in my life than I could have retained.

We tend to find the most broken soul and try to fix it up. In the process, we cut ourselves more times than the pieces that were originally there. And then what happens is that people move on forget about you.

We have a serious bowl of empathy in our breakfast every morning.

We make time, we pick up call, we show up places and we do everything to make others happy.

When it's just us we have to make happy. That little wolf inside of our hearts.

We have made our minds to believe that with every smile on other faces, no matter what it had cost us, is what we are supposed to do. But no one can be more wrong.

Listen to the song and look in a mirror. That's the only person whose light You need to follow, that's the only person you need to look after.

After all Who is going to lay with you when you are being buried or burned?