The whole night Haechan couldn't sleep.
How could he?
Why the fuck was he so careless?
Nomatter how many times he told himself that it wasn't worth his time to waste on, yet it kept on bothering him.
It was the only thing on his mind.
He was embarrassed.
Embarrassed that he thought that he could get more then just being his manager.
How the hell is he going to face him?
He made a fool out of himself, great.
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Haechan was driving towards Mark's house.
His head was about to explode.
So many thoughts kept on rushing through his mind.
Should he ignore the other?
Should he distance himself from him?
Should he quit this job?
Should he act normal?
What the fuck is he supposed to do?
He didn't know and it was killing him.
He parked his car as he rang the bell.
He sighed about to reach out for the spare keys, but to his surprise.
The door for the very first time opened.
Revealing Mark with messy hair, tired face.
"Morning." The older mumbled as he avoided eye contact walking away from the door.
"That's new. You woke up yourself?" Haechan asked not wanting to make the atmosphere even more awkward then it already was.
"Couldn't sleep." Mark whispered as he went to the kitchen to grab a glass of water.
"Well atleast I don't have to struggle for the very first time." Haechan replied as he walked towards the black haired's room to put down his clothes on his bed.
Mark furrowed his brows as he looked at the almost empty glass on the kitchen counter.
He kept on thinking about last night.
He was regretting his choice of words and yet he knew he didn't have any other options either.
But he couldn't just sit there and ignore his own feelings.
He couldn't keep on ignoring and denying it.
He just couldn't, not after what had happened.
"Go get ready, we need to catch a flight." He heard the younger call out.
He sighed as he walked towards the room seeing the younger too busy looking through the schedule for the day.
He run his fingers through his already messy hair walking towards the bathroom.
He needed a shower to clear his head right now.
Haechan on the other sighed in relieve as the older finally disappeared from his sight.
It was harder then he thought it would be.
The tension between the two was obviously high and both were aware of it which made it hard to act like nothing was wrong.
Haechan walked out knowing clearly that the black haired is going to walk out half naked.
And that's the last thing that he wants to deal with right now.
After 10 minutes of waiting, Mark Finally was ready and walked out of the room looking handsome as usual.
Haechan really wanted to scream and curse out loud but he couldn't ofcourse.
"Tokyo right?" Mark asked as he put on his shoes.
"Yeah, did you pack your stuff?" Haechan asked not even bothering to make eye contact which saddened Mark abit.
"I did. I heard that the airport is going to be packed." Mark said opening the door.
"Yeah, staff members are waiting for us there. They said that your fans were already gathered there since last night." Haechan replied as he the black haired grabbed his luggage
When both were seated, it got quiet again.
Mark bit his lip as he looked out of the window, hating the situation both were in and knew that neither of them could do anything about it.
"When we get there in Japan, you're not allowed to go out in your free time. They said it's too risky." Haechan started.
Mark sighed as he quickly glanced at the brunette.
"Great. The fuck am I allowed to do in general then?" He asked irritated
Haechan chuckled as he looked at the black haired and then back to the road.
"Breathe. But not too loud though." Haechan teased
Mark furrowed his brows as he hit the latter's thigh.
"Really funny." He answered as the other chuckled
Mark smiled looking at the brunette.
He missed this.
He knew he shouldn't have done what he did last night.
"I know I am." The younger replied
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They finally reached the airport and both gasped as they looked at the crowd of people surrounding them.
"Fuck they better not scratch me like last time." Haechan whispered putting on his mask and cap.
"Well who told you to walk up in the front? Just let the security handle it. You walk next to me or behind me this time, it's way too packed today." Mark replied putting on his cap aswell.
Haechan sighed as he stepped out not having the time to argue right now.
He hurriedly walked towards Mark's side as he tried to shield the latter as much as possible.
Even though the security was shielding them, both were still surprised by the amount of fans who showed up.
It was the double from what they normally expect.
After being pushed and pulled here and there, they finally were inside and both left out a exhausted sigh.
"I swear, you seriously need to tell your fans to calm the fuck down." Haechan hissed as he took off his mask.
"Well sorry let me go back and tell them then." Mark replied with sarcasm
"Ah just shut up and follow me." Haechan hissed
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After an exhausting flight which got delayed for an hour, they finally arrived in Japan.
Again a huge crowd stood there to welcome Mark.
After saying hi to as many fans as he could they stepped inside the van both wanting nothing more then food and sleep.
"What time does the concert start again?" Mark asked the brunette
"Around 8pm. You've got enough time to rest before the concert." Haechan replied
They finally reached the hotel and both walked inside the room.
Haechan was this close to call the company and curse the living hell out of them.
"They really don't know the meaning of separate beds, do they?" He asked with a pissed off face.
"You should know by now how fucking brainless they are." Mark replied tiredly as he took off his shoes.
"Whatever. I'm too fucking tired right now." Haechan mumbled as he walked towards the bed laying down.
After afew more seconds, he felt the other side of the bed sink and soon Mark was also laying down next to him.
Both were exhausted due to lack of sleep so without arguing or doing anything else, both fell asleep.
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