All I Have To Give

Jealousy

Never in a million years did I think I'd be the jealous type.

Never did I have an issue with a boyfriend of mine receiving extra attention.

A toxic combination of nonchalance without consideration.

When I met Kevin, he changed all of this for me.. I felt like oxygen existed for the first time, as if for most of my life I'd never truly breathed before.

I felt security and love, but for the first time there was this sickly green feeling inside.

Jealousy.

Kev hadn't given me a reason to doubt his faithfulness, but I couldn't seem to shake this green eyed monster when it came to him.

Don't get me wrong I'm not possessive, but whenever I look into his brillant pale green eyes..

I want to know I'm the only woman in his life.

Nothing could have prepared me for his love and if there's ever anyone else in my life I know they couldn't compare to him.

Strong arms, a beautiful smile and dry humor.

Gorgeous hair, loving and witty as hell.

Everything that I could have ever wanted, I found in him.