Suicidal Emotions

Chapter 8

About a Month Later...

Des' Pov

I didn't tell Ronnie, but while i was in his room sobbing, about a month ago, remember? Well, i found something in his room. His phone.

I guess he didn't hear it, but he got a text message. It read:

CathyTheBabe: Hey baby, come over?

But the thing is, he never left that day, he was too busy with me.

What an asshole! He's dating Cathy? Ugh!!

He came over later, but i ignored the living hell out of him. Everytime he tried to look at me, I looked the opposite direction.

"Aye ma, you gonna tell me whats up with you?"

"WHEN WHERE YOU PLANNING ON TELLING ME, ASSHOLE?"

"Telling you what?"

"That you're dating Her!! Fucking Cathy! My abuser!?????"

"I-uh-im sorr-"

"Leave me the FUCK alone Ronnie!" i yelled, as i ran up to my room sobbing, and locking the door behind me.

"Ma!! Come back, please let me explain what happend!" he said, running up the stairs.

"What the hell did i just say? Go away Ronnie!" I screamed from the other side of the door.

"FUCK!" I heard him yell, as he hit the wall very hard.

"Calm down, damn!"

"Nahh, now you want to tell me to calm down? After you just yelled your damn ass off?"

"Im sorry, Pa.." i said, opening the door slowly.

"Yeah.."

"I'm serious, doof." i said, laughing a little.

He looked up at me, and smiled, then frowned.

"Hey.. I'm sorry I never told you, ok? I just didn't want you to get mad at me like right now..."

"Asshole, I trusted you with my heart." I said, starting to cry.

"I know, I'm sorry.."

"Ronnie, what the fuck happened between you guys that you apparently liked?" I said, very sadly.

"Well... um... she kissed me and I kissed back and we started hanging out a lot more. So, we started dat-"

"Never mind, I don't want to know." I said, walking away from him.

He tried pulling me back, but I slipped his grip. He then grabbed my waist and I couldn't slip, so I gave up.

"Let me go, Pa. I need time alone please."

"Nah, I don't agree, unless that time alone includes me, Lil Ma." he said, smiling.

"God, Ronnie why? Why her? out of all girls, she the one?"

"Nah, she's just temporary. I got pretty lonely.."

"Ouch. That hurt my heart. Im not a person anymore? TF?"

"It's just, I needed another person to talk to, cause you already know everything about me." He said, pulling me close.

We were really close to each other, I started breathing real heavy... he just started smiling that million dollar smile. I smiled back and started relaxing. We got closer and closer..

"WHAT UP LOVE BIRDS!" Derek yelled, walking up the stairs laughing.

Ducking Sheet. -_- ( 😂 )