Chapter 15

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Ronnie's Pov

Setting: Des' House

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I called up the guys and told them what was going down.

As soon as I was done inviting, it all came back to me.

Fuck. Not again...

"FUCK!!!!!!!" I yelled, as destiny came running down the stairs in fear.

"Nigga what the fuck happened?!"

It was coming back to haunt me again. My deepest secret...

*^FLASHBACK^*

(Ronnie is 10 years old, so this was 6 years ago.)

"Ronald! get your little ass in here!" my dad yelled.. his anger rising.

"No, Daddy! I don't want to!"

"Fine! Then ill just come and get you myself!" he yelled, coming into my room. I was in the closet.

Just then, the closet door slammed open, causing my to squint from the bedroom light.

"I'm not done with you, Ronald."

He grabbed me by my arm and took me to his room, locking the door behind him. He started unbuckling his belt, and pulled down his pants, then mine...

^*END OF FLASHBACK*^

"No, no, no, no... daddy I don't want to...... FUCK!!!" I yelled, causing Des to jump. I didn't mean to scare her, but I couldn't help it.

"This always fucking happens to me. My anxiety comes back and I relive the damn pain! Fucking shit!" I said, leaning in to lay on Des' lap, and started sobbing.

"Ronnie... Anxiety? How come you never told m-"

"Because I didn't want you to leave my side... I-I didn't want to put you through that. Im so sorry!" I sobbed on her shoulder.

"Ronnie, baby stop it. We're gonna get through this. Please, look at me.."

I leaned in and kissed her soft ass lips, and told her I loved her several times.

"I don't know what the fuck i'd be doing with out you. You're my true nigga.." I said, smirking.

"Shush.. come on, let's get changed. Everyone will be here soon." she said, getting up.

I quickly got up and spun her around.

"I love you" I said.

"I know. I love you too, Ronnie." she said, tearing a bit. I wiped her tear fast and kissed her one last time.

"Let's go." I said, grabbing her by the hand, and took her upstairs to get changed.

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Woah... this chapter though...

Unexpected, huh?

I got ma ways😏😂

Let me know what y'all think, ok?

Thanks, Loves!

-Cayla💋

(aka) Mrs. Hackett-Banks;)

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