Afraid

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No, this heart of mine should be numb for it was broken and wounded many times my whole life through. It should not feel pain because I felt that my heart died a long time ago. But why? Why does my heart aches so much more than before? Is it because I am learning to love again? But I swore after he left me that I will never ever love again. I can't, I think I can't love again, because it hurts. Why? Why did you enter into my life and made this heart of mine alive again? Now it's beating fast as I look at you, I feel the pain slowly creeping for I think I'll be left alone, sad and broken again soon. I know, you'll leave me one day like he did.

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