Shawn's little sister

Chapter 14

(A/N only a couple chapters left!)

" Rae, what happened?" Shawn asked.

" I- I was. " I burst into tears.

" Shhh. Rae it's okay. You can tell me. " Shawn said just as Taylor walks in.

" Um hey. They said I could come back here. " Tay said, sitting on my bed.

" Oh. Okay. Cool. " Shawn said. I smiled a weak smile.

" So what happened?" Tay asked me. I had finally calmed down and was ready to tell them. Only them right now.

" I was raped. " I said quietly. Shawn was furious. Taylor began to cry.

" It's all my fault. I should have gone with you. " Shawn said. He always blames himself for things that happen to me.

" It's not your fault man." Taylor said, trying to get Shawn to calm down.

" No Shawn, it's not. Taylor is right. " I said. And my door opened again.

" Is it true?" Matt said with tear stained cheeks. " You were raped?"

" Yeah. " I said.

" I'm an awful brother. " Shawn said.

" You're the best brother. " I said and hugged him. Matt came over to me and sat behind me and put me between his legs.

" I'm so sorry Rae. " Matt said as he began to play with my hair.

" It was my fate I guess. " I said in response.

" Fate sucks sometimes. " Taylor said.

" True enough. " Matt said.

" I wish I could wake up with amnesia." I said.

" I'm really not fine at all. " Shawn said to me.

" Shawn can you sing to me?" I asked getting sleepy.

" Like I did when we were little?"

"That was defiantly not singing. It was screaming. "

" Was not! I was a beautiful singer. "

" If you call a dying cat beautiful then yes. " I said laughing. Shawn smacked me with a pillow.

" Yeah Rae. I'll sing to you. Can I sing a song I just wrote? it's called life of the party. "

" Yes please. " I said laying on Matt. Shawn picked up his guitar that he had with him. That guitar is that boys baby, I swear. He began to strum.

I love it when you just don't care

I love it when you dance like there's nobody there

So when it gets hard, don't be afraid

We don't care what them people say

I love it when you don't take no

I love it when you do what you want cause you just said so

Let them all go home, we out late

We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary

Make your best mistakes

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary

Hearts are gonna break

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

Together we can just let go

Pretend like there's no one else here that we know

Slow dance fall in love as the club track plays

We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary

Make your best mistakes

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary

Hearts are gonna break

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

Come out tonight, come out tonight

There's no one standing in your way

Come out tonight, come out tonight

We don't care what them people say

We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary

Make your best mistakes

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary

Hearts are gonna break

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Life of the party

So don't let them keep you down

Oh you know you can't give up

'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry

So baby be the life of the party

It was beautiful. I smiled and thanked him. There was a knock at my door. A nurse came in.

" So I want to tell you all what happened to Raegan, injury wise. You are family right?"

" Yes. " I answered. I needed Tay and Matt here right now.

" Okay. She has a broken wrist, a sprained ankle, severe bruising on her right side, a fractured rib, and a dislocated shoulder but on the bright side, everything is going to heal properly. " She said.

" Thank you so much. " Shawn said.

" You're welcome. " She responded and left the room.

" Guys, I'm tired. I'm going to take a nap for a little while. " I said.

" Okay. Goodnight baby sis. " Shawn said hugging me.

" Night. " I closed my eyes and heard the door close.

" I love you Raegan Nichole Mendes and I hope you feel the same way. " Matt whispered, kissing my forehead.