The good girl secret (Completed and Under Major construction)

F you

I never once Hated someone like I do to Chase Daniels and that's the honest truth. When the kids beat me up when I was seven and when I was nine I didn't hate them I grow to dislike them greatly but never hated them. When those men tried to rape me when I was 13 about five times but didn't successed I never hated them even if they called me fine piece of ass I never hated them. Chase Daniels is the person I hate,  he made me lose my morals with him, he makes me want to break my facade because of the times I want to beat him up, he made me love him, he made me  have sex with him, knocked me up,  he made me cry for the first time in nine years when I told myself I will never cry for misfortune but learn from them and he made me experience heartache so bad I belive he ruined me from all men. It was Monday morning and as I got dress I couldn't help but  look in the mirrior and I looked like death, my eyes were really red and swollen but I ate because I didn't want to lose my baby. I put on some makeup to cover it up a bit and I did my morning routine and headed to school. I didn't respond to the greetings of my friends I speak to occasionly I just head to my locker. All day I shut people out, moving throught the day like a zombie, I didn't eat in the lunch room because Chase and his friends sat there with the bitch Isabella. I understand why Chase would sit there considering Tamara goes out with Tim and Michelle and Justin has a thing.  My best friends was of course worried for me but I shrugged of their attempts for comfort. 

Its after school and Tamara, Michelle and I are going to the doctor they wanted to be with me there everything and I nearly cried right there. I'm waiting by the school entrance for them to come.

The school doors open and reaveal the girls and their boys  then Chase with Isabella.

" Babe can Tim and Justin come " Tamara says to me

" Did you tell them" I ask them both and they both nod 

" I'm sorry when I was out with Tim on Saturday I just kept remembering your broken face and I broke down and cried" Tamara says with tears in her eyes

" I kind of went over there and beat Justin up then we had some stemy angery sex after I told him" Michelle says and Tamara and I laugh at Michelle

" There I did it I made her laugh" Michelle says getting choked up

" I hate to ruin this pity party but where are you going" Isabella says

" To the hospital" Tim says coming behind Tamara

" Why" Chase butt in

" None of your business" Justin says and wrap his hand around Michelle and I

" So all of y'all are going to the doctor" Chase said and we all nodded

" Lets go I don't want to miss my appointment" I say and we walk to Tim's jeep and head to the Hospital

I reached and walked in and waited for my name to be called. The doctor saw me and we did a test and I was indeed pregnant. I made an appointment next week monday to do an ultrasound, and we decided to stop at a diner for some food. As I look around with a smile on my lips I know that ill be just fine because I have amazing friends.

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So its been Three months since I found out I was pregnant and I'm showing my bump is not big but Its pretty big for three months. I haven't been to the doctor since The second week of my pregnancy and I'm finally going today. lve been busy with Exams and plus ive don't got the best insurance and I have to pay 100 dollars each time I go and I of course don't have that money.  So its Monday after school and I'm waiting for the rest of the gang to come so I lean on Tim's jeep.

" Hey " A voice say and I look up to see Chase

" Hello" I say quickly

" How have you be- He is interrupted