The next day
I got ready to go see BaekHyun again
I grabbed the jewelry box with the engagement ring inside
and headed out to the hospital.
When I arrived, I knocked on the door but there was no answer.
And so I knocked again.
Since there was no answer I slowly opened the door.
As I open the door,
there is a lot of sun shining in
and I see BaekHyun lying on the bed
sleeping soundly.
It's only been 2 days since I've seen him
But why does it feel like it's been forever ..
I walk towards BaekHyun and place my hand slightly on his cheeks.
Suddenly he wakes up.
I got really surprised and jumped back.
"SaeIn ??" -BaekHyun
BaekHyun was still looking for SaeIn
but all I could do is stand and watch.
BaekHyun sits up and moves his arms around
as if to find something he can't see.
His eyes are open
but it's not specifically looking at anything.
It's just open.
I guess .. I guess he really can't see ..
"Sae .. SaeIn ... (sigh) ...." -BaekHyun
Since nothing came into his grasps
BaekHyun leans his body forward towards his knees
and starts crying a soft sigh
It hurts so much to look at him.
I'm sorry ..
This was originally my place ..
But because of me ...
"Was I dreaming again ..?" -BaekHyun
Because of the sadness
the pain
the loneliness
I couldn't control myself and blurted out
"I'm right here !!"
"Sae .. Saein ..?" -BaekHyun
As I yell out, I see BaekHyun turn towards my voice
"... yea ... I'm right here ... BaekHyun ... oppa"
I didn't want him to think that I was me
and so I called him oppa which I haven't said in ages
"SaeIn .. Where are you ...?" -BaekHyun
Tears were still dripping down his face as he raises his arms one more time to find me
I walk up to him slowly
and grab onto the hands that's been lost
and as soon as we touch
he plunges into my embrace and hugs me like a little boy
"Why .. Why'd you come so late ...?
I wanted to see you ..." -BaekHyun
He's crying
but I see peace in his face
".... Me too ...."
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I'm Scared .. (EXO BAEKHYUN & CHANYEOL)
Fanfiction"I wanted to stay longer.." (ㅇㅇㅇ) "You know that I needed you more than anyone.." (BaekHyun) "How much more tears are you going to shed before it stops..?" (ChanYeol)