Just a fan that lives in Kansas

Part 9

Tanners POV
When Y/N told that story I was in tears everyone was in tears. How can you let someone suffer like that. It's like leaving a dog in a pound for the rest of its life. I feel bad for Y/N she deserves better. I told her I wouldnt vlog today because I want to hang out with and she didn't want hate and etc. I love my fans with all my fucking heart but when Y/N said that she was struggling I didn't know what to do. What if there are many more people out there that watch me and they feel better. But Y/N also told me she gets bullied for watching me and wearing my merch. When she told that she looked down in shame. I was hurt too. But when you get bullied it feels like a bullet through glass. I love Y/N. I hope I get to be hers one day.

Y/Ns POV

I looked over to Tanner he looked like he was thinking so I left him alone. I asked Dylan where the bathroom was and he showed me and I said thank you. I went into the bathroom and started crying then I remember I have a razor with me. I thought should I do it or no. I cut 10 times. And I started crying more I whispered the names I was calling myself like
1. I don't deserve to live
2. I'm a bitch
3. Why would somone like me
4. Ugly
5. Slut
6. Hoe
7. Fuck up
8.i need to die
9. Fuck my life
10. I'm not fine

They weren't just cuts they were deep ass cuts. Everything felt dizzy. I heard banging on the door and Tanner and Quentin and Dylan saying my name. But then I started seeing black. The last thing I Here is Tanner saying  to Dylan is to Call mom (Kim) and told
Quentin to call the cops. They did so. Tanner tried waking me up but I didn't work.......
to be continued

A/N
Oooh Tanner has love for Y/N and Y/N blacked out but what will Tanner Do?

Don't do suicide or cutting that's not the right thing to do. - BraungardtDolansBich DONT BE A GHOST READER