was finna make it r-rated then i remembered I suck at writing those lmao
SO ITS JUST INAPPROPRIATE. NO SEX. YA NASTY
(I was binge watching That's So Raven, oof😭)
READ WITH CAUTION THOUGH! my indecisive ass just might change my mind🤠
-::-
When he's relaxed, he becomes a whole different person.
His stance is different, his walk is different, his abs look even more toned than they already were.
I'm not staring or anything, but if I was, who's gonna check me? He's mine anyways. And for the first time in almost a year, I have him ALL to myself.
We had touched down in Zanzibar a while ago. This was the first out of many locations, according to his dumbass, and I didn't care. The sky was blue and so was the water and I didn't want to leave, ever.
Of course, people knew who we were, and since we weren't moving with security or threatened, we hugged a shit ton of people that all smelled like pineapple and the ocean.
Out of the corner of my eye, I kept on finding Erik looking back at me with a smile on his face, his dimples showing, and them fuck ass gold grills.
"Everything about this place calms me down. I ain't never had a whole day to myself in a while now. It kinda feels weird if you think about it." His skin was radiating in the sunset, glowing golden and dripping with water from the shower he just took.
I, on the other hand, had showered a bit before him, chilling in a bikini while trying (and failing) to tame my hair.
"You gotta thank yourself for that. If my stubborn ass kept on saying no you would have gotten even more stressed, damn. I never thought of how much you wanted this either." His whole body turns to look at me.
"What I wanted, was a trip, with my stubborn, annoying, hypocritical-"
"Okay nigga, we get it."
"-strong, passionate, selfless and absolutely fucking sexy girlfriend, that's what I wanted. If it meant still being stressed on the trip, I don't care. I want no distractions, and I want you all to myself."
The way he spoke so fluently sent chills down my spine. His intelligence has always been such a turn on, and he's always been so much smarter than I am.
"I'm in this beautiful location, but it won't fucking matter until I get to have you the way I did all those weeks ago."
My breath hitches as he stood up from the balcony, towel still on his waist, and moved towards me with darkness in his eyes SO passionate, that I wasn't sure if he wanted to fuck me or kill me.
Go mf figure.
"Look at you, just look." I don't want to, but I shift to face the mirror, and I'm surprised at how much I'm glowing. My skin is a little darker from all the sunlight I've received today, and I already looked like I'd been here for years.
"That's what I get to stare at every morning when I wake up, and that's the last thing I see before I go to sleep. Isn't it sin to deny me of such an irresistible woman?" I looked anywhere but him. If I looked at him, it was over. All power I claimed to have ceased to exist in moments like this.
If he wanted me to jump, I would ask how high with no hesitation. The claim he has over me sometimes scares me.
"I wanna make love to you. I want to please you in every single fucking way possible and ways you've never even heard of before. We have all the time in the world, and you know I'm capable of it."
I would have grilled his ass so hard if I wasn't so mesmerized by the sound of his voice. I wanted him, bad.
"But at the same time, we've been living in the fast lane for a while now. Your body craves the rush, the adrenaline, and my body craves you. I ain't never wanted to fuck someone so hard and make love to them so passionately at the same time." He had a single hand on my thigh, barely squeezing it, but his fingers weren't ghosting over my skin.
I could feel the sexual tension in the room, I could hear how fast my breathing picked up, and when I finally turned to face Erik, I felt like I was going to pass out.
"We have all night." He looked surprised at my answer.
"Look- fuck," his hand moved further up my thigh and I didn't enjoy the taunting. "Hell yeah I'm stubborn, but I'm not denying myself the pleasure of having you all to myself any longer." My body moves closer to his, and the few water droplets that were on his stomach instantly fucking melted.
Bout time to check in for a dick appointment.
"Tazi, I swear to God-" *Bast.
"I've turned you down, a lot. The timing was never right, but as you said, no distractions." I grab his hands, and lead them to my back, to the knot in my bikini top.
"You turn me on, so fucking much, you know that?" With one tug, the bikini top comes off. I thought the knot I had tied was harder to open than that, oh fucking well.
"I've had a hunch from time to time." I giggle, and his entire body resides on top of mine. His biceps are flexing, and his gaze is intense.
His hands roamed my body, and I couldn't tell if he was exploring like it was the first time or reminiscing all the other times with his hands.
"I wanna hit it raw." His fingers tug on the loops of the bottom part of my bikini, and his face moves closer to mine. "I wanna feel all of you. If you're worried about shit, I'm clean-"
I didn't give a fuck about anything other than the fact that we hadn't started fucking yet, so I grabbed him, kissed the shit out of him and made sure the towel around his waist left the equation immediately.
I made sure to flick a DND sign outside the door, too.
-::-
THIS WHOLE CHAPTER BEEN A TEASE LMAO
I SCRAPPED THE SEX SCENE
OOF
it was better than all the other shit I've written tho lmao rip
also, because I'm pressed that school has started again, I'm ending this book WHENEVER I WANT😄
THIS COULD EVEN BE THE LAST CHAPTER (it couldn't)
Luh y'all stay sweggy
