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Between having to watch and look after Camilla in the hospital and making sure that Devin and Baz don't destroy everything in their path—Peter was beyond stressed. He wanted to make sure that neither boy destroy anything, but he also wanted to make sure that Zelena didn't get to Camilla and that nothing as a whole happened to Camilla. He just wanted to make sure that no one got hurt and that nothing bad happened, though he was really getting pissed off with both Baz and Devin just for the way that they were acting.
He knew that this should be what he expected given that he's got two children with him who have got the same attention span as a puppy that's seen something of interest. He tried to make the pair of them sit down, but then the next thing that he knew the pair of them were running around or touching something that they're not meant to or running into someone that they "didn't see." He knew that they were bad on Neverland—and it was shit that he approved just as a whole—but to know that it was still the way that they acted here made him rethink everything.
If these two were going to be the two that were around his child, then he really needed to learn the basics of discipline that weren't harsh or the way that he would discipline on Neverland. He found himself with his head in his hands wondering what the meaning of life was just as a whole when it came to knowing that he was going to have to raise an entire baby with his Jade.
It was something that he found himself thinking at times. He knew that this was something that he should be talking about with Camilla, but he just found himself panicking slightly at the thought of raising an actual baby. What was he meant to do with a baby? Could he teach a baby how to use a crossbow? Is a baby any use in terms of any plan to take over the world (not like he was planning to but it's good to know)? What was he meant to do with a baby? He's never had to deal with a baby before and he was honestly worried about what he was going to be like as a parent.
A part of him just wanted Camilla to wake up and remember everything just so then that the pair of them can talk about the fact that the pair of them were going to be parents to an actual baby—like an actual human baby that was theirs. He found it hard to believe and he wanted Camilla here to get an idea on what she felt about it just as a whole. He wanted her to have her memories back, he wanted her to have everything taken from her returned to her, just so then he could talk to her about all of this.
He didn't know what to think about when it came to the thought of him being a father, he couldn't even remember what it was like to have a father in the first place—what was a father? He didn't even know his father properly because he left way before he could form a bond with him. How was he meant to be a father to this baby if he never had inspiration? What was he meant to take from his own father? To just walk away? Because that was something that Peter didn't want to do at all. He loved Jade and he will love his baby until the end of time.
