I hated her with everything in me and I couldn't bare the feeling of actually wanting to love. How do I look her in the eye and tell her that I want her heart in my hands, so I can see how fast it beats when she's around me? How do I talk to her in such a manner where just by my words she will see that we were once soul mates?
I wish to hate her truly, than out of spite because she tore me so deeply I may never recover until my next life. The words, I love you are nothing more than a expression that I can not yet speak of.
Fuck. I hate her. How did she get me to fall so deep in hole I never even knew existed unless I had such an imagination that anything can be true?
Please...I don't want to be here. I don't want to be surrounded with love that can't even be taken for granted because I cared a little too much. Are you sure you know where this is going or are you fantasizing again about your dream life where everything can go perfect?
I am me. Don't confuse yourself for the average soul. Don't eat at my agony and digest it in your pink acid where everything supposedly glows and shines out of perfection.
Let me hate you. For gods sake let me hate you.
Please...
I never enjoyed dying slowly in my own sorrow. I may have felt pity for once, but I never knew it would be for myself. Irony.
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Hate Me No Less
Fanfic"And there you were. Looking stupid as ever" I hate you. You can't just leave like that. I hate me. I just let you go. Let's not tell them the whole story, but the part where we found out who we really was. The two incompatible adults that never fou...
