Hold On *Adam Lambert fanfiction*

Chapter 7

Kat's POV:

"Miss Jackson please focus on the lyrics and the melody your moves are way too fast." A blonde old lady yells at me.

I was at an audition for a musical.It didn't really work out how I wanted, I was really nervous and shaky, I'm not mad at the lady, she is totally right I was horrible.

"Miss I will consider your audition something that never happened,your moves are really good so is your voice but they are not synchronised with the melody and I assume that is because you are scared or nervous. You have a day to relax and I am waiting for you tomorrow at 12:45 P.M. Don't be late!" Somehow her words were harsh but I knew she gave me another chance so I don't care I'm ok with her yelling at me I just want this job. I am officially living with Violet and I want to help her with the bills and other things, that means I need a stable job. She works as a waitress in a really big/expensive restaurant and in our free time we do photo shootings

in our little studio. It's a project we started a few years ago and it's going great people really like to have full attention for a few hours plus over three hundred professional photos with them. We haven't done this on celebrities yet but I hope we will reach that point soon.

I went home kind of disappointed with my act today but ready to practice all day for tomorrow. I started the music and let my body flew over the rytm of the music.

I've been practicing for three hours straight when I heard the door bell. I opened it.Adam?

"Katherine? " he looked down at me. I was wearing only a nude sport bra and some short purple leggings.

"Well I'm working you haven't called or text telling me your coming so I could change" I said knowing what he was thinking about.

"Yeah I'm sorry my phone ran out of battery" he said still looking down. He is acting weird, I've seen hundreds of interviews he was always really relaxed and smiling, but now he is shaking crazily. I tear escaped his eye.

"Adam what happened?" he just put one hand on his head breathing hard.

"Come here" I wrapped one arm around his waist and let him sit on the couch.

"What's wrong? " I asked puting one hand on the back of his neck and one on his face forcing him to look at me.

"Everything" he let a few tears escape. I wipe them with my thumb.

"Adam please tell me I want to help you"

"N-Neil...m-my brother..." he was now crying pretty hard. It was hard to watch him being like that.

"What happened to him?"

"He...he...killed..."

"Who?"

"...himself" Adam just explode now,he was sobbing hysterically.It took me a minute to process the information. I stood there in shock.I couldn't believe such a thing,I heard about him and he was a happy person...why would he do that? I began crying as hard as Adam hugging him really tight. We didn't said anything, I think we both couldn't find any right words.

"Why did he do that?"I asked quietly.

"Her fiancé, she died a few months ago in a car crash, he couldn't see her gone, he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her,now they will spend eternity together" Adam said almost in a whisper.It was so sad it made me cry again.

"You want to stay here?" I asked after almost an hour of crying. He nodded.

A/N: hey guys sorry for killing Neil but this chapter has a message. As some of you might know, today is the #Antisuicideday. Guys...Suicide IS NOT the answer to your problems. I wanted to show how hard you can hurt your family/friends.Think that all your problems will go away...everything gets better but only if you want to. Think positive and positive things will happen. Life has so much to offer you, don't try to end it, God decides when He will take us. Enjoy your life, it's only one!

I hope you liked this chapter and you understand what I tried to tell you. bye:***