Dramatic Love

Past Experiences

Last summer: i was dating my friend Vamp at the time, that i really met everyone that he ran around with, and I became friends with everyone, they're all like my family now, but i was dating Vamp, and i was kinda being a hoe, and hanging out with my friend Noah, and cuddling with him and being all lovey dovey, before he kissed me, after he kissed me, I kinda left that alone, and didnt do much with him, well shortly after, Vamp wasnt in town, because of work, and didnt give me much attention, other than when we were on the phone. I'm a person, that has to be told and retold, and shown over and over again that you love me, cuz otherwise, I'll think that worst, and become distant, well Vamp wasnt in town, and i wanted attention. So i turned to Creature....
(Dont worry nothing happened between us, except i sat in his lap, and he bit my neck and i bit his, and he let me hang out around his son, and his son said 'mom' to which i responded 'what?' And creature facepalmed, cuz he didnt want his son to get attached to me, but that had already happened, cuz lil man, got attached to me and fell asleep in my lap, while i was sitting outside talking to everyone. And creature noticed the look that i had on my face when i realized that lil man was asleep and he smiled, like the 'awe, i wish that i could have that happen every night' kinda smile. And i thought it was sweet, and didnt think anything of it, til he started trying to make a move, on me, and i wasnt ready for it, and i fell too hard, and made myself disappear, and i wasnt able to be a part of the pagan group, i wanted to be apart of, but they gave me a year and a day to get my shit straightened out, and i still have June til i go back for a reevaluation. So hopefully get it.
Couple days before Gingeys party: Simba and i were hanging out, and we ended up going over to my friend T's house, with T, and a couple other girls, that i cant remember names for, then Chey, Z, and Jazzmyn, but well call him BirdBird, and his one friend AJ.
Anyways we were all hanging out at T's house, and we ended up doing Simbas makeup, and my makeup, and I'm pretty sure BirdBirds makeup. And we were all hanging out, and shortly after Z went home, Simba and i were cuddling, (this is before i told him that i didnt want to date anyone), and we cuddled, and eventually fell asleep, and he kept calling me his gf, the day after, and we went to my house, and hung out, then he spent the night, and we cuddled again, then the next day got up, and went to Gingeys bday party, at the clubhouse.