There is no End..

Meeting Her..

After my two encounters i was kinda lost. I mean not lost in a sense of not knowing but i really didnt know what my next moves where going to be.

I had just got kicked out my mothers house for the fourth time that year for talking back and just being grown in general. So i moved with my dad and he on the other hand wasnt taking my shit. He was mean and blunt i was scared of him but not scared enough to stop doing me.

My dad use to leave me in the house alone all the time so i invited Bj and his friend over.. It was cool at first we was chilling playing the xbox just getting to know each other.
 
I told bj to follow me to my room. I was still a virgin at this time but i wanted to give him some head. I mean why not i was getting good at it and i really was starting to enjoy the way it made men feel.
There was something wrong doe. Because when i got in between his legs there was a foul odor coming from his private region. I couldnt do it i was over done. I didnt give up doe so i went in the bathroom and told him he had to wash his self. He did very quickly and i was back in between his legs.  The smell was still there chile i just couldnt do it. I was so greatful my dad pulled up and i had to sneak them out the house thur the front door because he was coming thur the back door.
I was caught yall my dad saw Bj and his friend leaving the house and he chased them as they ran. I felt bad, real bad i felt like i let my dad down in a way. I was just happy i didnt have to go thur with sucking his stank dick.

After that incident i had to appologize to my dad. Im my suprise he wasnt really mad just disappointed and i was willing to live with that.

I was on to my next victim like that situation never even happened. Bj wrote me a couple times on facebook but i was really done with him. I could do better at this point so i was on to the next.

  A couple days had went by and i was on my way to my girl DayDay house. I loved chilling with her shit i felt grown and free and thats exactly what i was looking for. My walk was kinda far more then 20 mins for sure but i didnt mind. As i was walking i noticed a girl that i use to see from around the way.  We are going to call her "yodi".

Yodi was a bigger girl her boobs were big and her ass was flat basically my complete opposite.
We stopped and talked for a while. She asked me about my tounge ring and basically what i be doing with it.
I told her nothing lol its for decoration lol. Back in the day i had a smart mouth my attitude was the i dont give a fuck type attitude. I wanted what i wanted and that was pretty much it.

After walking away from yodi i thought about her my whole walk.
I was in love at first talk lol and we really didnt talk about anything. I was just moving fast and needed something new.

I finally made it to DayDay house and i asked her did she know yodi. But ofcourse she knew her DayDay knows everyone. So we found yodi on facebook and wrote her.

"Yodi are you in a relationship"? I asked her.
" yes but im looking for something new call me sometimes. Ill explain what i mean heres my number 555-555-5555" she replied back

I wanted to call her immediately because i needed to know what was tea. Like i needed to know what she was talking about.
She explained to me that her and her girlfriend was always breaking up and she was looking for someone new.  I told her that we should chill some time we can be friends and see where everything goes. 

After a couple days i saw her again yodi was a little older then me and it was close to the time for the seniors to graduate so she came up to the school to get her cap and gown.
So i stopped her and asked
" when you gone stop playing and chill with me"
She was shy it seemed and replied
" we can chill soon you just got to call me"
I have yet to call her because i was not really sure if i was gay i just seen something in her that i liked i mean ive always had female sexual thought but i wasnt 100% sure if thats something i wanted.
I told her i would call her later after school so we can meet up.

Ok so we finally met up. Come to find out i was a shit talker and was actually very shy when i got around her alone. I was very scared damn near shaking. I was cute and confident doe so i knew i would eventually shake it off.

We met up at her house at the time she was staying with her aunt but she was never home so we where alone.
I was so shy i couldnt talk and she made sure to call me out.
" so whats all that shit you was talking on the phone. I mean you acting shy now but on the phone you was all game".
" i mean it wasnt all game i had to tell you what you needed to hear at the Time so we can chill together" i replied.
"So do you even like girls?" She asked.
" im not sure ive never been with a girl before its really not about liking girls i like you" i replied.

She blushed but i was telling the truth she had something about her i really liked she was cute and nice and for some reason i wanted more then just a quick fuck with her. I mean i didnt even know how women have sex and at this point i still havent had my first kiss yet. I was ready for a relationship i was 16 at this point and it was time.

   Weeks went by and we have been chilling almost everyday just hanging out getting to know one another. I was fun she was like a best friend and i was loving it.
When it came down to me getting my first kiss. Im just going to say it was a mess and i had already sucked dick twice and still it felt like riding a bike for the first time.
Im sorry but its really harder then it looks. Especially tounge kissing like who knew?
She told me to close my eyes while she kissed me makes you feel it more deeply. Hell she was right i can swear when we kissed i felt a energy spark. I dont know if thats what love feels like or i was just super horny but i felt electrcity.