bestfriend

chapter 7

Y/m: it's been a month since what happend i was thinking about it and i

knew that it was a bad idea coming to

meet him in the first place. I wish i didn't love him that

keep repeating in my head becuase shawn has a girlfriend and me getting jelious is just making it more worst.

So i told gray and e that i am gonna go back to L.A. they agree and book

me a ticket to the next flight to L.A. i didn't wanna go but i knew that was my only thing i could do . I ready my stuff to go back finished on the way to the car i saw kien he came up to me

gave me a hug and smiled i hope you luck in everything you do y/m i will

always be here for you. I smiled at him and said so do i i wish you luck in everything you do i then gave him a hug and then starred to enter the car

when i got in the car i smiled one more time he waived he's hands so i did too then on the way to the airport in the radio played i wish you didn't love me

. And every lyric he sing i felt it was about me and shawn grayson looked at me from the mirror and said do you went me to close the radio i said no it's fine i am fine . i breathed.

At the airport: when i reach the airport i saw shawn hugging camila and i just felt something eating me

from inside i put my head phones in moved piss them but something pulled my arm it was shawn

Shawn: i saw y/m walking pass us with headphones on and holding her travel bag and the other the plane ticket that write L.A. los Angeles

looked at y/m with hurt and hold her arm she looked at her arm that had my hand in and said plz shawn don't make this any harder for me plz she

looked broken i then told her you don't have to go i can fix it plz i can .

Y/m: i can fix it plz shawn said it won't work shawn it won't . I didn't wanna start to tear up but i did. i told him

Look shawn sometimes in life there is stuff that you don't wanna happen but it dose and the most painful thing that you can't change how it is . You got a

great girlfriend shawn be greatfull for it he looked at camila and back at me i just gave him a small smile with me

still tearing up gray and e came up to say goodbye they asked me are you okay ? And looked at shawn and camila I told them yeah i am. i gave both of them hugs then i told them okay bye . e said when you reach call me i said okay. I looked at shawn and camila one more time and said bye shawn bye camila. then i pushed my self to the security thing to enter the plane. When i enterd the plane i saw shawn

looking at me in the airport glass i guess camila went to her plane because shawn was alone crying and waispring never forget me us our memmories. I wisperd back

saying i won't he keept looking at me

with hurt in he's eyes and i just hatted to see him like that it broke me but that

was the only choice i got to do i put my hand on the plane window he did the same intill the plane started moving .