Charlotte's P.O.V
I woke up expecting to see Michael laid next to me but he wasnt. I got out of bed and pulled on my black ripped skinny jeans, a blue flannel and my dr martens. I looked in Geordies temporary room and she was laid on her bed aseeep and stillc clothed. I went downstairs and Michael was sat up with his head in his hands.
"Hangover?" I laughed at him and he looked up. His eyes were red and puffy, like he had been crying. His eyes caught mine and I couldnt look away. He looked fightened and I couldnt understand why.
"Mo-mornng babe" He muttered, not leaving his eyes from mine as I sat across from him. I looked his up and down and he was in the same clothes as yesterday but these had a few stairs on, probobly food or alchol.
"Whats wro-"
"Im so sorry" He said dropping to his knees infront of me, tears brimming his sad eyes as he looked up at me. "Im so so so sorry, I-I didnt mean to, I made a mis-mistake" He said between hiccups, taing my hand in his.
"What dd you do?" I asked slowly, afraid of what answer he was going to give me. I had a idea, but I didnt want it to be rght.
"I-I cant lie to you. It just happened and I... almost slept wth Geordie" He mumbled so the last part was barly audiable. "But I didnt! We kissed that was it! I-Im so sorry. I didnt know what I was doing! I was drunk" He said and began crying harder than I had seen anyone cry before. I pulled back my hand and got up leaving Michael on the floor. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I pulled on my jacket and grabbed my keys frm the kitchen. When I walked out Michael was still sat crying on the floor. He turned and looked at me. I just wiped my eyes with my sleeves and walked out.
"Goodbye Michael" I said and drove to All Time Lows house. I hadnt seen any of the in weeks. It was a har drive as my eyes kept bluring because of the tears. I pulled up in the drive and walked in. All of the boys were sat around the TV in their joggers and no shirt eating breakfast. When I closed the door all the boys turned around and looked at me. I had tears falling like my eyes were a tap.
"Charlotte what happened?" Rian said as Alex came over to me pulling me into a hug. I cried into his bare shoulder as he pulled me closer.
"Michael" I said choking on my tears. I moved out of his arms and ran up into my room, ignoring Jacks attempts to grab me. I slammed my door shut and put a chair infront so no one could get in. I searched everywhere untill I found one of my blades under my bed. I pulled it across both my wrists many many times. You coudlnt see my old scars because I had made so many new ones they covered them. I cried my eyes out while trying to clean up the blood. My phone was constantly going off. I had got most calls off Michael then Ash then Luke then Cal. They ATL boys had kept comming up to try and come in but I ignored them.
3 Days later
I decided I should ring Ash because I wanted to show him what I had done over the past few days. My arms were a mess. I know he would be disapointed but he would understand. I clicked his name and he picked up in a ring.
"Charlotte! Are you ok?" he said. I could hear all the boys in the background.
"Not really" i said chocking on my tears a little "Can you please come round. Im at All Time Lows house. Please come by your self." I said
"Ok. Ill be there as quick as I can" He said and hung up. I waited around untill I heard him try and open the door. I moved the chair that had never moved, let him in then put back the chair. He had sat down on my bed so i sat across from him. He looked at me and I instantly broke down crying. He pulled me close and hugged me. It wasnt a nice Michael hug though. I missed Michael, I was still so in love with him. I hadnt been eating much so I had lost alot of weight and was looking quite skinny. My eyes were red from crying and no sleep and my arms were a differnt story.
"Ash, Im so sorry" I said and pulled up my sleeves. It was worse than ever.
"Charlotte" He said and hugged me again. "Dont do this! Michael is sorry for everything that hapened. He was dunk and Geordie went home a long time ago. He still loves you and he is a wreck with out you. He hasnt moved out of bed and he is just spending all his time in bed crying about how much he loves you. It takes so much balls to tell you that he did what he did. And he knew that you would most likey leave him but he still loves you. And I know that you still love him." Ash said. He was rigt. It was so hard for him to tell me what he did. He could have never told me and we carried on but he didnt want any secrets between us.
"Thank you Ash" I said pulling back down my sleeves and putting on my jacket. Ash grabbed my phone and brought up Michael number and passed it to me. "Should I?" I said
"It would make him feel better" He said so I rang it. It ran a few times before Michael picked up.
"HI Charlotte" He said, his voice braking as he did
"Hi. Will you please have me back? We can put this behind us" I said as Ash smiled at me.
"Of course Charlotte!" He said and I could hear the smile in his voice. I heard Luke anc Cal talking in the background aswell
"Ill be over soon" I said and hung up. Two mins, Im changing clothes. I put on some riped black jeans, a Pierce The Veil jumper and my dr martens. Ashton was waiting downstairs for me swinging my car keys. We both got in and I put Green Day on and we both sang to Jesus Of Surburba on the way there. Once we were at Michaels I felt really nervous. Ash pushed me in the door so I grabbed my sleeves and pulled them over my hands. I stayed downstairs as Ash ran upstairs to where all the boys were. I hadnt eaten in days so I went to the kitchen where there was a box of pizza on the side. It was hot so I knew it had just got here. I opened it up and started eating. By the time the boys had decided to come downstairs I had eaten all the pizza and was looking trough the frige.
"We have just ordered a pizza if you want a slice" Cal said from the door
"Ive eaten it" I smirked and grabbed the milk and drank half of it in one.
"WHAT THE FUCK CHARLOTTE! I WAS HUNGRY!" Cal shouted whilst laughing at me
"And so was I" I said sticking my tounge out. Just as I was being stupid Michael walked in scratching the back of his head awkwardly. He softly smiled at me but I laughed and ran at him.
"I missed you" he said kissing me
"I missed you too"
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