Yes, my destiny

1 | What a Nastiny

WHAT A NASTINY

Nastiny- simply, a nasty destiny brought to you by Daddy Todoroki and Parents.

"Todoroki-san... I really like you!"

"I like you too..."

"...Momo."

Cue the sound of your heart shattering into tiny millions of pieces falling onto the newly swept floor of the dormitory. There also goes your one-million karat smile breaking down into a complete frown as well as the itching of your eyes signalling the upcoming wave of waterfall. Ah-shits.

You clamped a hand on your mouth to stop the sob that almost disturbed the romantic scene your fiance and classmate are having on the other side of the wall where you are currently hiding.

So fucking stupid Yn. So, so stupid. Why do YOU have to walk up on them during their sweet sweet romantic time? Ugh.- You mentally scold yourself as you slowly try to calm your breathing that was starting to hyperventilate because of the many emotions that started violently spiralling in your heart and mind.

How you wish you could just come out out of your hiding place and yell at them jokingly like you never heard and saw anything just now. Hey, was it actually just a hallucination? A dellusion maybe? Are you still tired from the training yesterday?

Oh yeah, you are so fucking tired that you almost slept in and missed first period, if not for the ten alarm clocks you have in your room. Still, you were the last one to leave the dorm because its fucking 8:45 and your class is at 9 in the morning.

Well, you thought you're the last and only person inside the dorm.

You didn't really expect to find you fiance and friend getting it on behind the stairs. Heck, you almost slipped when you heard the loud shriek of Momo yelling I like you to Shouto and him saying I like you too.

You almost banged your head to the wall but decided not to- afraid that they will catch you eavesdropping eventhough its completely unintentional and purely of unfortunate coincidence.

Sigh. Suddenly, you felt all tired and out of energy again. Your chest tightening, breathe hitching and its really hard to inhale and exhale and its like something is stabbing on your chest continuously. You ultimately want to shout and cry so hard but you don't want to. Because you don't understand. Ah no, you understand. But you don't want to understand.

Because of the promise you made with him a few years ago, now you don't know what to do now that he finally found a way to break the engagement where you are secretly hanging on to for the sake of your hopless dream. Congratulations Shouto.

"Yn, I decided to follow a different path than my father. I will not obey him and do what he say anymore. I'm sorry, but I don't want to continue the wedding anymore. I want to decide for my own. Look for that person on my own. But you are a very important friend of mine. And I don't want to hurt you. So I... Don't know what to do." A thirteen year old Shouto lowered his head in utter shame of himself.

Then there goes you, flicking his forehead while giggling. A sweet sweet sound in his ears as per usual whenever he hears your voice. He raised his head once again to look at you only to see you smiling warmly at him. Ah, what a great sight.

"You are so silly Shouto. We have spent so many years together for you to be feeling embarrassed and ashamed. Look at me properly whenever you want to say something okay? I want to look at your eyes and believe every words that you will say. You are my friend. My best friend. And I care for you. I want you to be happy too. Actually, I should be the one who should be ashamed because all I did from day one is follow what my parents say. I actually haven't done any decisions on my own. Maybe because I was scared of the consequences or maybe I was just lacking in the decision making area of my life, but when I met you, I gradually learned !. I watched you and was greatly awed by how brave you are. That's why I'm really fond of you Shouto. And that's why I want to respect your decision. I will find a way on how to convince my parents to cancel our wedding. But hey, I expect you to do your part too okay? Haha. We're both in this buddy. Don't worry." You pulled him into a tight hug patting his back as you laugh. "This destiny made for us is not actually what's good for us. Shouto, until the day you defy destiny, I will stay by your side. Always. I promise."

All you hear was his humm of agreement as he hug you back tightly hiding his face in the crook of your neck in the process. You actually thought he was crying so you let him take his time and stayed in that position for a few minutes before pulling apart and staring at each other in the eyes. Then you laughed like crazy madguys like how you would always do. The crazy duo.

You were actually pretty determined in finding that golden way of breaking your engagement that time. You didn't have a slightest bit of thought that you will fall for him like this. This hard.

You closed your eyes and calmed yourself again before slowly ascending back to the stairs to the second floor to your room.

Well, this is for the best maybe. You should just let them be and get this fucking fiasco made in the first place by your parents over with and finally get a life of your own.

Maybe you can move on earlier if you try to forget it all? Or maybe you can still be his best friend eventhough you two aren't engaged anymore? Possible.

But this fucking bleeding heart is making it hard to even take a step up this fucking stairs.

Shit. You should just go back to your room and let yourself wallow in self pity with a chance of fucking confetti. Yehey.