Epiphany

My weakness (6/4/2019)

I find it hard to get things done. It isn't necessarily that I hate doing things in fact it's far from that. It's just that I have a problem with starting and finishing the things I set out for myself.

This chapter itself is a key example of this problem considering I started writing it nearly 3 months ago. I can't really explain why I have this problem. I just know it's gotten worse over time. I guess it might have something to do with my fear of failure and disappointing others but whatever it is, I just really need it gone.

It's gotten so bad that there are days where I'd rather actively give up before even trying that actually try at all because there's a chance that I'll fail. And that really sucks, because I just end up failing anyway (although in a slightly direct manner). I really want to work on this, but like all my other problems, I'm not really sure where to start.

Any suggestions?