"U really need to have one,like seriously! You are 24 and still single,and what makes me feel real bad is that you haven't been in a relationships ever since you were at that age"...Pel was whining and grumbling while sipping a red wine and her face was literally really funny,only if I could just vidoe it all and let her watch like freaking after few months or may be a year,trust me she would be like laughing her ass off cause her whining face is the funniest ever...
"Not again please!"...i wasnt even bothered cause everytime i go out with my friends to dine,they be like always talking those shits and they literally want me to have a boyfriend like seriously,life is not all about having boyfriend or being loved by boys.Relationships are not my type until it will be my time lol. Because I believe in fate,and i know that even if i dont like to be in a relation,but someday when it hits me like a thunderstorm,i cant do nothing rather then just accepting it. so thats when i will decide.or call it as a soul mate..and that will be my forever and only one thing i would love....
"Oh please,shut up!.you and your fate!get lost! U really need to have one. We are no more school kids, no,not even a college going students, we graduated 2 years back,we have jobs now,we are settled and what freaking more you want to get ready before getting one brooo...you know what? i just hate you! No,hate is not just enough,its more than a hate,OKAY I freaking ducking despise you for being this way"....this time i could sense her frustration and her concern and wanting me to have one and literally Wanting me to get myself ready for it.
"Stop whining like a 3 year old toddler. Geting a boyfriend isn't as simple as you think it is, as if i can go to some market and just select those random brats and pay for it and then call it as my boyfriend lol. It takes some courage and intrigue to go forward,its not like shopping something and making it yours.its a big question mark for me lol"...I continued because I couldn't digest what she just told me,how can she despise me for not having a boyfriend thats so lame... i was like.... *********
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"You are such a delusional,trust me,nobody will get over you. but no,dont get me wrong.I wont talk to you until you get one because this is seriously serious that u have to have one in your life time,otherwise its lame living a life babe".she bursted it all out at once and making me feel clueless and it just freezes me right in that moment..
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"Wait what? "did you just babe me? Haha i know u love me bruh" I kinda tried to make the suitation breathable.
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"Okay!get me one then. I wont care about his background.if u are coercing me way too much then i will just get into your plan bruhh. i will give a try. But what if he rejects me cause of my thick body? I was literallyHesitant when i was finally agreeing to her. It always remind me the fact that m thick and all boys does want those skinny and beautiful girls despite liking a girl with pure and kind hearted.
I still remember that indelible day when in high school days,i remember going to his class and saying what i had to say and those feeling i have been bottling it up with me for couple of months, no matter how hard i try to forget that but i cant, those monster laugh and those insults and those freaking words he picked it up on me still haunts me bad. Those were the time i really hated myself for not being like other beautiful girls and i did promise myslef that i will never have a crush,i will never fall for anyone again until someone walk up to me and say that he loves me despite my looks.i just wanted to have someone who loves me no matter what ,ever since that day.
"Love is not all about thickness and ugliness,its about the bonding between two human".there was so much of ,OAKY THATS IT kinda tone when she said that,she was irritated.
"He doesn't have to be from here,its okay even if he is a miles and miles far awAy from me. Seriously its better the far away he is from me cause he wont see me in real"... I wasn't really sure if such things can even happen like in a relationships yet so far away that you cant even see eachother.
"I know!,its called LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS dumboooo".She was more excited than me....
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"Oh LDR".. "i know,i watched alot of videos about that in youtube..aww those are so cute and the feel u get,when they finally get to see eachother is so amazing" .. "that airport thingy"...Okay! I admit it,i was bit excited too but then i was like, "no way.it will never happen and the fact is how can i really trust, someone who is totally stranger".. i was complaining indeed...."sigh **
"You Just wait and watch. I will dosomething"...she said with alot of smirk and evil look...
"Dont give me that dirty look Pel,you are freaking me out"
" just a month left right?,do u know when will you get your visa?"
" Yeap finally just a month left,i dont know may be right after the end of the month." Why?"
"Nahh just asking. I seriously wana see you fall for someone." Her face was suspicious,and it was on next level this time..
