type;
angst
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John held his head in his hands, listening to Jaren ramble about how he wasn't paying enough attention to the Canadian. His face was red, and he was about to start screaming at Jaren if he didn't stop. Finally, John snapped and shot straight up, glaring at the smaller male with hatred in his eyes.
"You want to know why I ignore you all the time? Fine!" He snarled, looking at Jaren's neck. "You always go out, come back with new fucking marks, and act like nothing ever happened. Do you know what you're doing to our relationship, Jaren Smith?"
Jaren shrunk down, tears in his eyes. He thought John didn't know.
"It's your fault I don't love you anymore!" The Canadian finally screamed at John. John froze; he was taken aback. He sat back down on his bed, tears already forming in his blue orbs. His messy blonde hair covering his eyes, but Jaren could feel the hateful glare on his form.
John's breath was shaky as he clenched his fists and released the pressure. Clear, salty tears could be seen dripping off his chin and onto the carpet.
Then he started laughing. He covered his face with his hands, and laughed quite a bit.
Jaren took a step back away from John, a little bit scared of him. John got up, his hair swaying out of his face. His lip trembled to form a broken smile as he looked at Jaren.
"Leave."
Was all he said to Jaren. When Jaren didn't move, he screamed at the top of his lungs.
"LEAVE RIGHT NOW, BEFORE YOU HURT ME ANY MORE!"
Jaren flinched and quickly gathered what he needed. John plopped right back down on his once comfy, warm bed, which seemed empty already. He shook as small sobs came out of his throat.
Before Jaren left his once happy home, he said one sentence to John.
"I'll be getting my stuff tomorrow."
And with that, he left the house. John was left by himself, left a sobbing mess.
"I can't believe he hurt me like that.."
He started talking to himself, curled up in a ball on his bed in the empty, monotone room. It was once filled with love, memories. He sighed, knowing he'd need a break after this breakup with Jaren. He tweeted out how he wouldn't be nearly as active as he was before, but didn't state the reason why.
"Why did he have to hurt me."
