Playgirl

"Oh my god,did I give you a boner?"

A/N: lIttle warning,there is some sexual stuff up ahead,so prepare yourselves. I really like this chapter,it was fun to write!! Also,iv'e been debating on wether to have smut in this book,or will it ruin the theme? Idk, but I wouldn't mind writing it,obviously not any time soon,but in the future,maybe😏

*Jimin POV*

I could feel my energy draining,and my anger rising. Staring at my reflection in the mirror in front of me, I slumped down into a ball on the cold wood floors. No matter how many times I tried to distract myself by dancing,studying,and trying to get in a good nights sleep,I still can't get Stars face out of my mind. Her cries,and her frightened stare pointed at me.

Letting out a helpless sob,I forced myself up from the ground,glaring at myself through the mirror. "You'll never be good enough for her in the first place." Shaking my head,ridding myself of the tears to come,I then felt a surge of anger wash through me. Anger at the world,at the douche who harassed her,but most importantly, angry at me. For being a coward,not going to her place when the others do,in fear that she'll be scared of me,or see me differently.

I so badly just want to wrap her in the biggest of hugs,and tell her everything going to be okay. I yelled out in anger,punching the mirror in front of me,leaving the surrounding area in shatters,my broken reflection taunting me in it's wake. I didn't notice the blood pooling out of the gashes on my knuckles,until I heard it dripping onto the floor beneath me.

I plopped down on the floor,smearing blood from my hand on my white t-shirt,the drips on the floor streaking along with it. Broken glasses surrounded my being,as fatigue slowly took over. Or maybe it was the blood loss. I don't know.Nor did I care.

Suddenly, I heard a small gasp from behind me,making me grumble,and slowly lift my half liked eyes up to see her. Star. We was wearing a long t-shirt and a pare of bunny slippers,making me crack a smile.Maybe i'm dreaming? I smiled wider,as she rushed over to me,worry adorning her pretty face. Might as well enjoy it while it lasts.

I watched, as tears stared to blur her eyes,as she looked over my body frantically. "W-where is the blood coming from Chim?" Hearing her utter that nickname she had given me, after days of silence made me smile wider. Wait. If this is a dream,then why is she crying? Could she really be here right now?

At that realization, I gazed at her more deeply. Her glittering eyes,her puffy lips,and her sobs that sounded all too familiar. She was real. And god,did I miss her. "Star?" I grumbled,sitting up,now fully awake,as her face broke out into a smile,her hands coming up to cup my face. "Yes Chim, it's me,i'm here" Too overwhelmed with glee,I simply laughed,before lunging at her,bringing her into a bear hug. "I missed you so much" I muttered into her hair,as I earned a chuckle from her in reply.

Laying here with her,breathing in her scent...it's heaven. And she's my angel.Yikes,that was cheesy. Before I could cringe at me inner thoughts,I lifted myself up,both my elbows resting on either side of her shoulders, as I sat on top of her,stradling her hips. I gulped. We were so close. Her lips...I shook my head. After the experience she had,I doubt she would want to- "I think I like you" Hold up. My eyes widened at her bold choice of words,as I slowly processed it. My heart beating erratically in my ears,as my face felt hot. Clearing my throat,I forced my eyes to stare at her unwavering ones,aside from the tint of pink on her cheeks. "Same" Shit,I messed up. She just confessed to me and all I reply with is a lousy "Same"? I'm such a fucking idiot.

I cleared my throat "I mean,me too. I like you too" She smiled wider,bringing her hand up to twirl a piece of my hair around her finger. My mouth dropped open,as my gazed traveled down to her lips. "A lot. I like you-" She grumbled, suddenly gripping my shoulders forcefully "Stop being an idiot,and kiss me".

After the initial shock,I gladly complied to her demand. My lips found hers,as my uninjured hand shakily went up to her face,caressing the tears from her cheeks. Her lips were unbelievably soft,and comforting. Goose bumps formed on my neck,and my heart beat wildly for her. From each touch,and caress, I felt her,wrapping me in a blanket of bliss.

When her hands traveled down the front of my shirt,just caressing the hem of my jeans,and a tiny moan escaped her throat,I new it was time to stop. For my sake,and hers. Cause I knew that if this kept on going,I wouldn't be able to contain myself.

Very reluctantly, I pulled away from her,both of us breathing heavily,her hair wild,and her lips pouting. I cleared my throat,avoiding her gaze "U-uhm, we should probably...uh..." I glanced at our position,noticing how her t-shirt had ridden up the smooth skin of her thighs,reveling the thin strap of her underwear. I gulped,shaking my head to get rid of my dirty thoughts.

It took a minute for her to realize,until she glanced down,and blushed,before stuttering out "O-oh, I'm s-sorry-" She squirmed under me,making me groan loudly,as her hips grinder against my...y'know. "I'd appreciate it if you limit the moving when we are in this position" I gritted out,my teeth clenched. To my surprise,she giggled,and booped my nose,as I blushed furiously "Oh my god,did I give you a boner?" I sighed out in frustration,as she went on,purposfuly moving out from under me agonizingly slowly.

Once she was at a safe distance,I sighed,covering my crotch with hands,clearing my throat nervously. She came up behind me,her hand trailing down my back,as she whispered playfully "Someone got a little too excited.Need some help?" Quickly,I turned around to send her a glare,before holding up one finger to point at her face. Before I could lash out,she gasped,grabbing my injured hand. I winced,but let her examine it slowly "You punched the mirror? Idiot..." She mumbled the last part,but I still heard her,making me chuckle.

She sighed out, "Come on. I need to bring you home,and clean you up" My eyes widened,and I blushed "N-no it's fine-" She waved me off "It's my pleasure. Besides,neither you nor the boys know jack shit about first-aid" I raised my eyebrows,smirking "And you do?" She looked conflicted,before grumbling out "Thats not the point. I just was to spend more time with you...I missed you". Remember when I said that this girl will be the death of me? Well I was right. Cause I almost had a heart attach right then on the spot.