Cause this is Called L.I.F.E(STATUS:Complicated)

Cause this is Called L.I.F.E

(Based On True Story)

Property of PaulasHeartbeat

Author’s Note: Names, Place and some events is changed for the Personal Matter for the Characters. Nobody has right to copy or post my works on any sites without my permission. Thanks for the Respect and Have a great day readers, Sit, Read and be in love J

 STATUS: Complicated.Paulasheartbeat Property.

COMPLICATED = one that is unusual, has its ups and downs probably more frequently than most, or is unconventional in some way.

     Hi, I am  Megan Paulo.  My Friends call me “Pusa” because I look like a cat daw, kwell. Whatever the reason I love it. I am a Freshmen student at *Censored* State College here in Manila, Hindi talaga ako lumaki dito sa Maynila, galing talaga ako ng Lagunawhere I totally grow up pero dahil magaaral ako ng College for my “Parent’s Sake” kailangan ko lumawas ng Maynila kung saan ang nakakatandaan kung Ate ay nagaaral din dito, which means may Guardia Civil ako sa School ko, Ugh! College na ba talaga ako? Feels  like, Hell No! Freedom? Where are you? >.<

     In my Life, My Fathers is always been my Hero, some of my Elder sister is always mad at me and my Mom too (Sometimes), But my Little Brother I love him that much he makes  me happy, so for this sake of education, Kailangan ko mapalayo sa kanila but Every weekend I need na umuwi sa Laguna for my allowances.

     Hindi naman ako nahihirapan dito sa Manila, I got my Friends minsan may away, minsan magugulo, kadalasan kopyahan dito, kopyahan doon, You know typical Student Life and dahil Freshmen pa lang kami, You can say na may Hangover pa kami sa High School Life so I must say we are not that matured pa. Isip bata pa rin minsan pero may Bisyo pa rin, Inom, Gala, Aral, Yeah thats Life!

     But this Coming 2ND semester I decide to shift to another course, sa ngayon kasi I am a Psychology Student, ReAline lang pero gusto ko talaga kasi mag Computer Science, I know na andun yung skills ko kahit na ayaw ng mga Friends ko, I need too.

“Are you sure  about this thing?”  KuyaJayson. That’s one of my Friend Kuya Jayson he is a shifter too, From Fine Arts to Psychology.

“Yeah, I need too. Eto naman yung inEeroll ko dito hindi naman Psychology Course”

“Pero mas Masaya kaya sa Course natin kaysa sa ComSci.” Althur. Also one of my Friend, Super masipag, He is a working student.

“Kaya nga Pusa, Pati magiging Iba na yung Klase mo samin” And Finally thats JB, we have this called “Mutual Understanding” but it’s complicated right now, Because I don’t know if he serious or it just me.

“HAHAHA . sige pa konsensyahin nyo pa ko, pero buo na desisyon ko, don’t worry isang colleges pa rin naman tayo so don’t be bother magkakasama pa rin tayo”

     The days have passed. Semestrial Break then Hell-O Second sem!  but this time I’m not anymore with my friends, nakikita ko sila and nakakasama pa rin pero dahil iba na nga yung mga blockmates ko, minsan na lung talaga, plus the fact that I need to adjust for my new Blockmates. At first I become more quiet person which is not me. Pakiramdaman kung sino makakasundo ko sa kanila, they are talking to me, asking about why I decide to shift a course. Akala ko madali lang magAdjust, basta magpapakabait ka, pero HELL NO!  Bakit ba ang daming Plastik sa mundo? Yeah ! as the day goes on I notice that half of them are  Fxcking Fake persons, trying to judge me, and some of them are rude person, I feel like I’m an Outcast, Now I regret it.

     Hindi ko na Inaattendnan mga iba kung klase, I’m always with my Psych. Friends which become more Comfort zone, Sometimes they tease me kasi hindi na daw ako Psych. Why I’m still with them, I tell them the truth about how my Blockmates treated me like an Outcast. I really become thankful because they still accept me but they don’t know na nagCuCut ako ng class, I rather na nakatambay lang ako sa Publication Room which is kasali ako.

     Everytime naman umuuwi ako ng Laguna, walang araw na nagaway kami sa bahay ng ate ko at ng parents ko even my father now, Hindi ko alam kung ano meron sakin, wala naman ako balat sap wet o nunal sa likod pero lahat na ata ng problema, sinasalo ko na. Madalas na ko uminom ulit at magYosi even I know it’s bad for my health, I had asthma and ulcer, I rather sleep forever than to awake in this miserable life.

But this Guy,  Everytime I had a Problem, he is always there for me, He become my shoulder every time I had a problem and pag ndi ko kayang sabihin sa iba pa naming kaibigan, and  He always there to catch me every time I’m falling down and I don’t have any strength anymore to face this world. JB give a color to my gray life, He never let me feel that I’m alone in this life, He give me some answers to my unanswered questions, but even we are much this close and we know we have same feelings, we still don’t have a real status L.

APRIL.

“My Gosh! Pusa! Come!” Its’ Russell, One of my Closest Friend in Psychology, She is dragging me, WHY? Kuhaan na kasi ng grades, and iisa lang yung kukuhaan namin which is the Dean’s Office, Rest of my friends are excited but me, I’m pretty sure for my grades.

Kinuha na naming yung grades namin sa Student Assistant ng Dean namin, and looks like the rest of my friends are happy , I am happy for them too.

“Hey Megan! Patingan nga ako ng grades mo” again lahat ng Psychology Student hyper active, sila ata yung pasyente hindi ata sila ata yung gagamot. HAHAHA.  Kidding aside. I just give to Joanna my Report Card, and Expectedly She just drop her jaw.

“IS THIS FOR REAL?!” Joanna’s Shouted, She is always like that, sanayan lang xD

They all started to check my Report Card and all of them don’t believe in it, and started to stare at me like waiting for my answer.

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, you look like guys want to eat me”  This is right, bawal ako magpakita ng weakness sa kanila.

“For Heaven’s sake! Tatlong DROP! Tatlong SINKO! Dalwang TRES! Ano toh? Lokohan?”

“Atleast may pasado ako J”

And the rest is a history, when I came back in Laguna, I tell my parents the truth, wala naman ako magagawa kung magsisinungaling ako e. Nagalit, Pinagalitan, Sermon ng kung ano-ano about sakiin, pasok dito labas sa isang tenga and Now I can say my life is more become complicated, I don’t know kung babalik pa ko sa Manila. And I don’t know If I will see them again especially Him.

He said he is willing to wait, pero pano sya maghihintay kung ako mismo hindi ko alam kung babalik pa ko? He said he will be always there for me still, but how? Kung thousand miles ang layo namin sa isat isa? He wants me now and forever. But I don’t know maraming problema ako kinakaharap sa buhay, idadamay ko pa ba sya? Uunahin ko pa ba yung puso ko kaysa realidad?

-FINE-

AIN:

     Sorry ang Epic ng story, but this is Reality, There is no such a Happy Ever After, there is always unending trials and problem in our life. Every Trials have a lesson to learn and E very Problem need to face, there is no escape and there is no Superman, this is not a Fairy tale but this is the Real Life.

                                      -Paulasheartbeat J