So, Carissa broke up with me a couple days ago because she wasn't feeling like herself. She has this feeling inside of her that is holding her back from feeling a deep connection with me like I do with her. I love her so much and I hope she loves me too.
She told me today that she wore glasses and I freaked out because 1, I didn't know
2, I love cute girls with glasses. She looked grown asf and I lost my shit and got slayed by her.
What im hoping to look forward to in the future is Carissa and I getting back together and meeting up. Yes she's somewhere
(I know where she is but not saying cause of safety) and I'm in Texas, but Im wanting to spend the rest of my life with her.
She fills me with so much joy and has made me into a different person. Lol she made me patient. When I met her, she had a boyfriend that wasn't talking to her because he needed to be alone cause of family stuff. As far as I'm aware of, she wasn't happy. And I felt bad for her, so I was there for her as long as we've known each other.
It was funny how we started talking. The first thing I said to her was "How would you like to start a conversation. Would you like a cheesy line from me? Or a normal hi?" And she said "A cheesy line" I said "How much does a polar bear weigh?" Then she said "How much?" And to start off a good impression "Enough to break the ice, hi I'm Jake"
She loved it so much and I know I already said this but she makes me so happy and I love her so much.
Even though we're not together right now, I will still be publishing new chapters. Goodnight 💙
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~Random~ Jake's Life
Random2019. It's going to be a crazy year but great year. I have my family and my girlfriend here with me to make it a great one. Starting this book on 01/01/2019 😝😝
