~Random~ Jake's Life

hey everyone...

I don't want to say anything bad and regret saying it.

I still have feelings for Carissa, but I don't know if she has feelings for me anymore.

With us splitting up, it's really affected everything in my life ATM...

My grandparents are dying, my stepmom is sick and not getting better, my dog is going to die any day now and I have ISS at school and everyone doesn't believe in me anymore...

My life is falling apart...

When me and her were together, it was like she was the glue to my life... And now that she's gone, everything is falling apart. I never told her this, and I know I should've, but some nights I sit in my room and just let all my feelings out.

I'm dying inside, just like everyone around me and I don't know what to do...