Serenity: Behind the Perfect Colorful Mask.

Gone And Never Coming Back

Gullible never thought I'll be.
Over crushes.
Now I'm just trying to get the hell of the ghetto.
Even when I actually fell for your lies.

Ain't my fault.
Never had actually experienced this.
Didn't know it was all fake till I was in too deep.

Nor did I realize I should just wait.
Especially since I'm only a teen.
Vibing with a fuckboy is not the way to go ladies.
Even if they're cute and popular.
Really don't deserve to be embarrassed.

Changed my view of the world.
On the road to either Heaven or Hell.
Maybe I can still get my wings in Hell.
Into new things.
Now became a self-made feminist.
Got magnetically pulled to learn more about the world.

But I also go back and think.
About we could of been if it was true.
Could've probably changed his ways.
Knowing that these thoughts could've had answers hurts.