It's so weird. I for sure loved you so much, adapted to you with everything. I wanted to live my life for you, but it was not yet the time, it couldn't happen. I can't force something if it's not there anymore.
And what happened that night was painful yet I felt free.
I hated that I felt free but for once...
Finally, I could breathe.
But I do miss you, I miss my moments with you— our moments being together.
Your smile and everything.
I may be a bit blunt, I may lack some things I may not have that shy glow around me but this is me.
I loved you to death, to the point I was dying but you saved me.
You let me go even it hurt you.
You weren't as selfish as I was.
You finally gave me the chance to let go of my mask.
Words are not enough for my feelings of being so gratitude towards you.
You really do deserve more, and I'm not yet that person... I might never really be that person... even just thinking about it, makes my heart sting a little. I can't explain this but I'm complicated, everything about me is very complicated.
But don't worry about me, I'll take note of everything you said that night.
I'll make myself safe and healthy.
I'll make myself be happy
I'll love myself.
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Short Story❝scenario(s) that made the two of us who we are today.❞ ❝ taehyung x reader.❞ ♡ © nekomonstha
