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Poetry

this isn't a book of dreams, or hopes or sad love stories this is a collection of pain a collection of my feelings please read this with empathy

force me

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by yugybb

by yugybb

i was just a flight of stairs you decided to run through

i wanna hear all the things you thought about me

i wanna hear all the things you said about me

i was just a gap you decided to jump through

force me to feel something new

force me to not pretend force me to be real

force me to be whole

force me to forget

i dont wanna wake up scarred

i dont wanna wake up in harm

i dont wanna wake up trying to run away

hiding from all the deepest shit in the hole

you can't bandage up the wound

its gushing its bleeding its raw its new its old

you made me feel like i could be happy if i tried

you made me feel like i should put some effort in my life

all these tears left in my eyes

you said you didnt mind

i was just another road to pass by

you made me feel like i didnt have to die