bts members [8th member]

?the mystrey?

as we were to get my dress
i saw some of my old friends
it was Jennie and Lisa
I waved hi
i was a tranee at YG
but soon to pick BigHit
i mean sometimes i wish that i was in a girl group
and sometimes i dont
oh and how i want to be a solo
but the boys keep me down
i wish i had the power
But I don't
But they know
They know the end was near
The solo debuts
The solo covers
The solo dances
Us getting our own YouTube channels
Our own social media accounts
They know
They wanted to deny it
But now it's coming
Me going to America
Jin posting way more
Same with Yoongi

As these thought came I thought of what our last tour would look like
Are last song
Last dance
Last cover
Last stage performance
Last laugh, joke, smiles
Last group hug
Last bangtang Bomb
Last concert

And our last group hug

'The Tears were coming
As usual but never expect it to hit that hard
As I can see the end is near
But never to be so sorry to someone
So dearly'
But here I am still getting my dress for our MC
But still we have talked about this and said we were still welcomed to come back and sing together
I meet someone
But not just anyone I meet the Kim Taehuyng
And tbh we made each other happy in the sad times
And we complete each other
When we first met
It was was like we clicked
It was weird at first
But then got use to it-

I was rudely interrupted from the thoughts
And was handed my dress

It looked amazing and I loved it
But then they would see how pale I am
I'm pretty taned
But not to much

As I was headed to the car
I saw a bunch of my family (fans)
I waved hi and actually said hi to
They were taking pictures
I wanted to meet all of them
And get to know them
But whatever I did they always said no
My company was strict about me meeting another k-boy group
Incase of another incident like there first k-girl group
But I would think they would have faith in me
After all I've been with them since I was 13/14
I mean I was was into the KPOP industry
I was at YG first
But soon changed to SM
and then BigHit
But I wish I would have went with like
My girl group I would have debuted with like
BlackPink Twice Red Velvet Mamamoo EXID CLC
I mean it's nice to be the only girl but eh
I wish I had more girl friends to be honest
But I mean I'm kinda living the dream
I wish I could have brought you

I miss you
And love you
So so so much

Love you Chae

Love Lani

A/N

WoooooOoOoO who's chae and is she dead
So many questions right..?.
Welll I'm really trying to post more and thank you so oskdososossoosos so much for 13K readying I love you all so ososososos much and individually
You have no idea but I'm gonna go make the next chapter to this so see you sooooon
Also sorry this chapter is like depressing but like I'm listing to some depreso music but I'm not sad It just fit the mood of this chapter so yea sorry