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as we all walked out of the questioning rooms we were all terrible we all looked like a mess we haven't slept and it's been almost a week since this happened to Lani.. I was scared at this time of day because it's been happening all the time but then she wouldn't wake up her breathing has been odd but now they are telling us that it's normal... I have to see it to believe it... But also i wanted to stay by her side but they pulled me to that room... That damn room.. i hate everything about it.. it's like it's been their since day one but now we are here and the doctor opened the door to reveal a what they call sleeping lani...  i called it a Comma Lani because that's what they said she was in but now they say it's to harsh...
what do we do now..
i hate this right now..
this is going to slowly kill me...
I don't like the beeping...
The sounds of soft whimpering...
And messed up breathing sound because they were crying to hard...
But the worst of all..

...Silence...

it was horrible and i wished for it to stop but it never did everyone we came in here it was like it had been waiting for me to come back and when i leave it stoped and-
My thoughts were messing with me i needed to get fresh air but i didn't want Lani to wake up and not see me so i stayed...
i wish i could sleep...
We all could use some sleep...
We haven't slept in a week or so..
It kinda sucked...
But i did it to...
I hope lani will be okay...
But only time will tell us...
I can't do anything i feel helpless and hopeless...
I haven't felt this way in a long time
But even worse i was scared...
i wish i could talk to her and let her know we are okay with her going but i can't

I hope you are okay Lani we all miss you so don't give up now.. fighting..